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man, i havent been on tumblr in 5,000 years
i got tired of the antis and the stupid porn ban. iâm on twitter https://twitter.com/shiroppan much more frequently
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Hey! So pretty sure Iâm quite late but Iâve just recently started DxC and I would so confidently say that it is a literal gem, I mean the writing style,the way you portray the characters especially Illumi since I feel that his character is so complex and itâs a struggle to actually get a glimpse of what goes in his head. And the way you worked through his relationship with Killua?? Itâs just astonishing! Like really thank you so damn much for saving my life with it
What a wonderful compliment!!! I never get on tumblr anymore, but Iâm happy I came back to check my inbox. Youâre an absolute sweetheart, and I appreciate you taking the time to come into my inbox and give such a wonderful review of my fic~ It really help does motivate me to continue writing it. I hope you will continue to stick around for the updates, even if they are slower than I would like (oËâĄËo) ⤠⤠â¤
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What's your favorite things in a character design? Physical and personality wise
this ask was a mental journey. i hope youre happy, anon
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapter 26 of Damage x Control, âDamage Control,â is now live!!
Rating: Explicit Archive Warnings: Underage, Graphic Depictions Of Violence Categories: M/M, Multi Fandom: Hunter X Hunter Relationships: Illumi Zoldyck/Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecs/Killua Zoldyck, Hisoka/Illumi Zoldyck, Gon Freecs/Hisoka, Hisoka/Killua Zoldyck
âSo, are you cashing your coupon?â
Killua refused to sit, instead crossing his arms. Hisoka had already stolen the coupon out of the book. The rhetorical questions were beyond old. âIâm not going to waste my time playing games, Hisoka. If you think weâre going to fight like we did in the bathroom, youâre mistaken. Iâll walk away.â
âFor someone who is holding none of the cards, you sure are cocky âŁâ He took out the coupon, fanning himself with it to show Killua he was serious. âBut no, I donât intend to âfightâ you this time. If you call that âfighting,â I see why you think youâre Illumiâs worst enemy.â
âTell me or Iâm leaving.â
He placed the coupon on the table gently, tapping the happy drawing that he was so proud of conspiring with children to produce. âFirst you have to sign the coupon, hand it to me, and tell me that youâre commanding me to tell you âĽâ
âMasochist. Pervert.â
âIâm waiting~â
âFine. But if you drool Iâm stomping your balls.â He took the coupon, dragging it across the wood table and looking over the cutesy drawing of Hisoka next to his brothersâ names one last time. He signed it, just to be safe, in his expensive calligraphy his mom was only able to force him to attend long enough to form a nice signature. âI cash this coupon and demand you tell me the âwealth of informationâ you promised me.â
Check it out here
And youâre not just keeping alluka as a boy because youâre into brofuck, right? :p
I ship f/f and m/f, not just m/m pairings. So no. Shipping has nothing to do with my headcanon for Alluka. Please read my very detailed post where I explain my headcanon.
Damage x Control should update this month!
Very soon, possibly tomorrow!
If anyone is interested, I have a very small and chill HxH discord server

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godspeed killua is so fucking cool i love him
Damage x Control should update this month!
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i got tired of the antis and the stupid porn ban. iâm on twitter https://twitter.com/shiroppan much more frequently
man, i havent been on tumblr in 5,000 years
HEY GUYS I've waited so long to do this. I was nervous, second-guessing myself, worried I wasn't good enough - but I've overcome the anxiety now. For anyone who may want to support my writing and get some occasional bonus content, here's my patreon:
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HUNTER X HUNTER, Yoshihiro Togashi
I would like to share my updated HC about Alluka (mainly for linking to DxC) because my opinion about the situation has somewhat solidified and matured. Here comes a long ass thesis about Allukaâs entire situation:
I do not ascribe to the âAlluka is a girl/trans girlâ headcanon. This has gotten me hate and death threats in the past, causing me to abandon the HxH fandom altogether. But Iâve stopped caring. Itâs fucking stupid. Itâs a cartoon. No one should be afraid of backlash.Â
So now that that stupid shit is out of the way, I want to share how I reached this conclusion. My first and biggest issue with it is if Alluka is trans, it makes the Zoldycks (and their butlers) into transphobic monsters for absolutely no reason. Illumi and Milluki (and arguably Kalluto) refer to Alluka as their brother. The butlers refer to Alluka as âbocchanâ which is a strictly male form of âyoung masterâ so if you subscribe to Alluka being trans and the Zoldycks being transphobic, youâre automatically including the butlers as well, which seems even less characteristic of them.
People want to label the Zoldycks as âbadâ and just make them willing to do anything bad, but torturing their children and denying them freedom of expression and identity are two entirely different things. I canât tell you how many times Iâve come across âKillua is gay and his family abuses him for itâ fics, and Iâm so disappointed at this mischaracterization.Â
The Zoldycks have a 10 year old son (and from my perspective, an 11 year old son as well) who they allow to dress femininely. Milluki is a shut-in who doesnât seem to fight/kill with his physical body despite it probably posing a huge inconvenience to their business of assassination. We have nothing in canon that even remotely suggests that the Zoldycks try to control their children in this way or make them feel bad for their freedom of expression (as long as they work for and serve the family, of course.) Otherwise, they wouldnât allow this behavior.
âBut maybe the Zoldycks donât know/they just donât care about Allukaâs feelingsâ to this I say have you seen Allukaâs bedroom? Allukaâs clothes? They know enough about Allukaâs tastes to stock his room with pink, girly things. They have another son who wears kimonos. Why would they draw the line at referring to Alluka as a girl if he was a girl or felt like a girl? Itâs a stupid line to draw that makes no sense given what the freedom of expression theyâve allowed their children so far. Tbh the Zoldycks arenât creative or modern enough to think of âmisgenderingâ as a form of disrespect or aggression. These people torture their children they arenât going to bother with intentionally misgendering them. So Iâm incredibly sick of the âBig, Bad, Evil Zoldycks Misgender and Gaybashâ headcanons.
So then what is going on with Alluka? In the pursuit of applying a (very western) explanation to Allukaâs situation everyone seems to have forgotten the biggest factor of Allukaâs entire existence: Nanika. When you consider why every family member and butler except for Killua refers to Alluka as a boy, what is the major differing factor between Killua and the rest of his family? Killua sees Nanika as a person. No one else does. The Zoldycks only see Alluka as a person, not Nanika. I think this is the major factor that leads to the referential gender confusion.
This begins to get into headcanon territory, but I believe Nanika is a female spirit/creature that due to inhabiting Alluka from a very young age (possibly birth) has warped his own self-identity in a lot of ways. He probably doesnât know where he begins and Nanika ends, and neither does Killua. If a young child grows up with the consciousness of an already-sentient being inside him, heâs going to warp his personality to match that of the being. Their personalities are largely the same, and itâs not a coincidence - Alluka has learned his entire sense of self from Nanika. This is why Alluka refers to himself in more feminine ways. The rest of the Zoldycks are firmly in the âNanika is not human/not to be treated with kindnessâ territory, so of course only Killua would refer to Alluka/Nanika femininely. He doesnât see Nanika as a parasite latched on and changing Alluka, the rest of the family does.
Killua is known to be an unreliable narrator in the past, especially concerning his family. Heâs a kid, and while itâs expected and reasonable that heâs overly dramatic about it all, heâs still unreliable. You canât take everything he says at face value. Thatâs speaking from a writerâs standpoint.Â
When he acts as though the Zoldycks donât care about Alluka, thatâs shown to be not true. They could have killed Alluka a long time ago, not put him in a room filled with toys. When Kalluto joins the spiders he says it is âto save his brotherâ but that makes no sense if applied to Killua. How would joining the spiders save Killua? But if itâs referring to Alluka, that means that, again, Alluka is being referred to as a boy AND that the Zoldycks are actively trying to find a cure for Allukaâs âcurse.â I personally believe Silvaâs standpoint of âtheyâre not family anymoreâ is not a finality (ex-communication) but something he has to tell himself and Killua to keep them vigilant about the lockup. Alluka will become family once Nanika is exorcised.
If the Zoldycks care about Alluka enough to keep him alive in a pink room filled with toys and let him dress the way he does, possibly sending their youngest to join a gang in order to find a cure, why would they not know/not care about Alluka âbeing a girl?â It makes no sense.
I have never seen an actual claim of Alluka being trans that wasnât rooted in some kind of weak and often transphobic claim.
Why do people consider Alluka trans? Because of the way he dresses? Saying because this child dresses a certain way he cannot be anything other than trans just reinforces gender roles. Those are sweeping assumptions that are inherently sexist and transphobic. âClothing doesnât have to be genderedâ but because Alluka is in pink people assume heâs a girl.Â
If you headcanon that he is trans for your own reasons or because you want representation, why Alluka? I have less of a problem with someone saying, for example, that Chrollo is a trans man. Because he appears to be a cis male, which many trans men do. That is representation, not picking the character who has the most âconflictingâ gender issues and automatically dubbing them trans.
Still want to headcanon Alluka as trans/a girl? Go for it. But donât act like itâs canon and everyone else is wrong. And for the love of god, you heathens, quit sending people hate and death threats over a goddamn cartoon.