leo/gray / neurodivergent / 18 / multifandom + multishipper / linguistics nerd / reader / cherry coke lover / artist / queer / β‘οΈ / pathetic loser. i listen to music a lot and occasionally i get obsessed with a song or album or artist. it's normal im okay. also i like to swear / occasional nsfw reblogs
est. september 2021
-> shows i'm currently watching: teen wolf (s2, i'm slowww), gilmore girls (rewstch, s6)
-> book/s i'm currently reading: the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater, never let me go by kazuo ishiguro
-> podcast/s currently listening to: welcome to night vale
mutuals who want my discord please ask π₯Ίπ₯Ί
i am also @dino-game-offical (and @cherry-coke-offical, though inactive atm)
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other interests i will post about:
music: twenty one pilots, sleep token, pierce the veil, waterparks, the neighbourhood, bring me the horizon, switchfoot, chase atlantic, royel otis, fall out boy, elliott smith, death cab, chloe moriondo, guster, conan gray, cavetown, bo burnham,tame impala
books: keeper of the lost cities, six of crows, stephen king, david levithan, the bright sessions, the school for good and evil, percy jackson, simon snow, divergent (...not sorry), graphic novels, horror
movies: back to the future, descendants, fight club, the truman show, the breakfast club, aladdin (1992), dead poets society, knives out, tangled, the equestria girls movies, ratatouille, the greatest showman, spider-man: into the spiderverse
shows: gilmore girls, my little pony friendship is magic, teen wolf, heartstopper, xo kitty, arcane, scott pilgrim takes off, stranger things, hunter x hunter, death note, assorted 2010s era disney channel series
podcasts: the bright sessions, welcome to night vale, malevolent, the magnus archives, new year's day, six minutes, 36 questions
musicals: heathers, bttf, be more chill, dear evan hansen, epic, assorted starkid, beetlejuice, 36 questions (technically a "podcast musical")
side note: if you follow me just be aware MAY post/reblog suggestive or bordering on nsfw stuff, though it is rare. i will tag accordingly to the best of my ability
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what if YOU had become best friends with the lead singer of your favorite band and had resigned yourself to the fate of always yearning to play a show with him but having to take what you can get, playing together at your church he started going to so he could be with you. it wasnβt what you really wanted, but it was what you could get. and what if a year after you first met he asked you to fill in for a show because his drummer couldnβt make it and you quit your job to rehearse with him and then the day before the show drove all through the night, over 8 and a half hours, just to make it back in time to play that show. and then you play the show and itβs everything youβve ever wanted, the greatest feeling in the world, but then you get shut down after one song by the cops because of a noise complaint, and you just have to live with the fact that this is all you get. your first and last taste of playing a show in your favorite band with your favorite person and you only got to play one song. and what if the next morning he called you up and asked you to be in his band. permanently. what then.
what if YOU had become best friends with the lead singer of your favorite band and had resigned yourself to the fate of always yearning to play a show with him but having to take what you can get, playing together at your church he started going to so he could be with you. it wasnβt what you really wanted, but it was what you could get. and what if a year after you first met he asked you to fill in for a show because his drummer couldnβt make it and you quit your job to rehearse with him and then the day before the show drove all through the night, over 8 and a half hours, just to make it back in time to play that show. and then you play the show and itβs everything youβve ever wanted, the greatest feeling in the world, but then you get shut down after one song by the cops because of a noise complaint, and you just have to live with the fact that this is all you get. your first and last taste of playing a show in your favorite band with your favorite person and you only got to play one song. and what if the next morning he called you up and asked you to be in his band. permanently. what then.
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what if YOU had become best friends with the lead singer of your favorite band and had resigned yourself to the fate of always yearning to play a show with him but having to take what you can get, playing together at your church he started going to so he could be with you. it wasnβt what you really wanted, but it was what you could get. and what if a year after you first met he asked you to fill in for a show because his drummer couldnβt make it and you quit your job to rehearse with him and then the day before the show drove all through the night, over 8 and a half hours, just to make it back in time to play that show. and then you play the show and itβs everything youβve ever wanted, the greatest feeling in the world, but then you get shut down after one song by the cops because of a noise complaint, and you just have to live with the fact that this is all you get. your first and last taste of playing a show in your favorite band with your favorite person and you only got to play one song. and what if the next morning he called you up and asked you to be in his band. permanently. what then.
what if YOU had become best friends with the lead singer of your favorite band and had resigned yourself to the fate of always yearning to play a show with him but having to take what you can get, playing together at your church he started going to so he could be with you. it wasnβt what you really wanted, but it was what you could get. and what if a year after you first met he asked you to fill in for a show because his drummer couldnβt make it and you quit your job to rehearse with him and then the day before the show drove all through the night, over 8 and a half hours, just to make it back in time to play that show. and then you play the show and itβs everything youβve ever wanted, the greatest feeling in the world, but then you get shut down after one song by the cops because of a noise complaint, and you just have to live with the fact that this is all you get. your first and last taste of playing a show in your favorite band with your favorite person and you only got to play one song. and what if the next morning he called you up and asked you to be in his band. permanently. what then.
in 'the ΓΈnly band in the wΓΈrld', tyler talks about feeling he can't quite be himself at shows where his family is present, and how they separate stage him out from the true him, when really he feels like the same person.
"i'll start saying things to myself like, 'maybe don't do that weird thing'" pg229 of the extended edition
"i don't know if i'm comfortable with her [rosie] seeing me as two different people" pg 230 of the extended edition
"i feel like a lot of the people i know and love put the tyler who performs onstage in a closet somewhere [...] it's like they let him do his thing and put him away again" pg231 of the extended edition
i feel like he has surpressed a lot of how he wants to act in his normal life, and feels he can only let it out on stage. but at the same time he really struggles with the duality of that. of people seeing his stage persona as separate, when to him it is the most real.
i love seeing him stim, and i know a lot of you do too. it makes me feel more comfortable about myself, especially as i share so many of the same ones as he shows. he feels so much emotion through music in a similar way to me and i love watching him show it. it makes me so happy to see him properly express himself and i wish he would let it out more.
anywayyyyyy... these are my first ever gifs! it was kind of fun to learn, but i am a perfectionist and i want them to be the best they can be. unfortunately i was not working with the best quality of videos, but i like how they turned out. i hope you enjoyed my little autistic analysis >_<
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I can't believe home depot literally produced a wildly successful science fiction musical and we all just pretend it didn't happen. on one hand yes it had a boring white guy main character but like.... home depot just... Made it? And it had shit ton of box office sales? and no one even talks about this. this is like avatar (2009) all over again
OK so. After a lot of frantic googling I realized this was all a dream. home depot did not in fact produce a wildly successful science fiction musical. I was on allergy meds and took a nap and my brain simply prophesized this. slightly disappointed because I wanted to watch it.
the issue with growing up in the 2000s and 2010s was like there was this really big push toward "accepting your weirdness" overall but they meant like idk wearing mismatched socks or something not being tangibly beyond the norm in any way shape or form
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