Jun 18
I wish I was more androgynous... Sometimes I feel like a frog in uncomfortably tepid water -- I'm not unhappy enough to make some huge change, but I'm not totally satisfied with the way I am either. I'm so jealous of people who are naturally androgynous. I so often feel like I don't deserve to call myself anything other than cis because I do absolutely nothing to change how abjectly female I look. The only pitiful attempt at gender nonconformity I make is not wearing makeup. I wish I didn't look the way I do, but I don't know what else to be.
