` things best left unwritten.

stop telling me to calm down stop telling me to be happy im trying god i am trying

I’ll never truly fit in

it hurts to know just how easily u could be replaced

I just don’t want to be alone

just tell me i never really mattered anyway

               ►  Covered   with   šċαřš   I   did   { N O T H I N G }   to   earn  ◄

     [   pleaѕe, don'т leave мe   ]

ᵇᵘᵗ ᶤ ᶜᵃᶰ'ᵗ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵐʸ ʰᵒᵖᵉˢ ᵗᵒᵒ ʰᶤᵍʰ  —–  'ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ‘нєℓℓσ’  —–  ᵉᶰᵈˢ ʷᶤᵗʰ ᵃ ‘gѳѳɗɓyɛ’

it’s easy to fake a  { smile }                    when you’ve been doing it for a while

I just want you to know,  that you took every b r o k e n piece of me, and made it whole again.

                                      DON’T LET ME SELF DESTRUCT.  (  please let me self destruct.  )                                                                    YOU’RE ALL I HAVE. (  i don’t deserve anything.  )                                                         I WANT TO GET BETTER.  (  i’m not bad enough yet.  )          PLEASE STAY, I AM TRYING FOR YOU.  (  i can’t try anymore & this hurts, just go.  ) 

                                              I aim to be lionhearted,                                               but my hands still s h a k e                                        and my voice isn’t quite loud enough.