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i feel like every time i wanna get closer you want to do the opposite

I miss the way you feel. I wanna sink into you

i hate that after how much i've been hurt i still feel like i'm the one tainting you

I’m sorry that one small mistake I made makes me a horrible person.

I hate how desperate I am for your attention. your affection. I just want to believe you love me.

i wish that anyone cared about me like i care about you.

I wish you’d love me as much as I love you

i saw you at your worst, and i still thought you were the best. now that you’ve seen me at my worst, you think you deserve better. and so do i.

what am I doing wrong?

every part of me wants to be with you right now

I'm sorry that I exist

why do people have to change? I hate change

im sick of caring. im sick of apologizing for shit that was never my fault. im done taking bullets for you.

why do I even try anymore? it's obvious how you feel about me