If He Only Knew....

He gained a girlfriend, I lost a dream…..

Wishing for us to be together is like asking mother nature to make it rain boulders ….impossible.

I finally got to tell you how I feel today and boy do I regret it....*face palm* *face palm* *face palm* *face palm*

I'm going to tell you how I feel one day....I just don't know how yet....

Please stop sending mixed signals!! I don't want to get my hopes up....

When you're an intorvert and need him to talk to you first....it never happens.....

I wish you had the same feelings as mine...

I hate not being able to talk to you!! When you’re there, my mind goes blank!! It’s all your attractive face’s fault!!

Daily Routine: -admire from a distance -make scenarios in your head on how you can talk to him -walk by and say nothing -randomly sneak stares to see his face -go home and face palm your face for not doing anything!! *Repeat*

Why did I always look ugly in front of you but attractive when you're gone?

Thinking of you makes the pain go away....

Why do you avoid eye contact with me? You don't know how much courage I need to look into your eyes, but in the end, you avoid it....

Seeing you smile and being happy fills me with joy....

I feel so distant from you even though you're right in front of me....

I was slowly dying seeing you hold her hand....

Knowing I'll see you tomorrow makes me excited and nervous at the same time....