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My anti depressants are causing me to be super sleepy. I guess I never told my dad that I’m on them. He asked me if it was depression or something else. I couldn’t find the words to tell him that sometimes, you can’t forget that feeling of the first time someone or something made you want to kill yourself.

A mouse got caught in one of the traps at work. I didn’t have the heart to let him die of starvation next to the other mouse carcass. After a lot of deliberation with my coworkers, I decided to take him a few blocks down the road where there was a bit of tree cover and off the side of the road. I let him go free.

Gonna try take my medicine before bed. Doctor has told me it can cause funky dreams, but that’s better than all day nausea... I’ve got to get control back.

I made my first adult purchase today. I traded in my second hand car for a new car!