This blog is 21+ only for sex, violence, and transgressive themes. Depictions of crime or taboo are for fictional exploration and not endorsed in real life. Last updated 2026/02.
Hi, I’m Kill ! Fibromyalgia-having broke ass OC drawer and writer… Welcome to my twisted mind. I love hearing about other people’s characters and tossing my own at them, so if you have OC socials of your own, drop me a line! 🕺🏻✨ I run the Anchors Aweigh! sandbox RP with @mihlen—open to new members!
I follow and send asks from @killingidols. If you make anything featuring one of my OCs, please tag #idolkilling and @ me! (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑
bsky|toyhouse|ao3|twitter @killshopdeluxe — yapping / reblogs @ouroboros-online — Xero’s askblog ko-fi.com/idolkilling — tip jar
Terms of use, CWs, tags, and more below 👇
⚠️ MY WORKS: TERMS OF USE
DO NOT repost my original works to any site, inclusive of using my art as an icon, banner, or background without express permission.
DO NOT use my works as reference material, inclusive of tracing my art, studying my style, or taking heavy inspiration from the designs or stories of my OCs. I am a small hobby creator, not a big IP, so piggybacking off my works to make your own—especially with the intent to publish or monetise—is hurtful (and has already happened several times). TT
DO NOT use my works for generative AI training.
DO NOT tag my OCs as yourself, as your kin / gender, or as your own characters.
Do NOT use my art or OCs as visual examples of your own (eg. as RP claims, when commissioning other artists, etc).
☣️ CONTENT WARNINGS
My works may contain sexual, violent, or horrific imagery and—in the interest of visibility—I forego the use of Tumblr’s mature content labels unless there’s no way to upload a piece without them. Transgressive themes—such as abuse, rape / sexual assault, necrophilia, incest, or teenage characters in graphic situations—may occasionally be depicted, for fictional exploration only and not condoned IRL.
If sensitive content is explicitly depicted, I will tag for specific warnings, such as with erotica, violence, injury, and horror art. If such content is not explicit, I will not tag for specific warnings, so such pieces can be interpreted however the viewer likes (eg. as CNC or dubcon rather than rape). That said, I will use the blanket tag #transgressive fiction for all such works, so people can mute as needed.
🪐 TAGLIST
Personal
🌻kill.txt|📧kill.ask — personal posts and asks
Content Archival
🌻OC TALK
📁MY SETTINGS|📁OTHERS’ SETTINGS|📁MEDIA IPS
📁MY OCS|📁OTHERS’ OCS
💘SHIPPING — specific ship tags in “OC-Related” subsection
🎨ILLUST|📝WRITING — my own works, the former of which are sorted into the subtags rough, polished, sequential, limited palette, coloured, and showcase
💞TREASURE BOX — works featuring my OCs by other people
💛OTHERS’ WORKS — works by my friends / mutuals! :D
⚙️MISC — reblogs and other bits and bobs
OC-Related
I generally use an OC’s full name—in Western order—for art, writing, and any information on them (in response to asks or in general musings) I find important / vital. If a character lacks a proper full name, they may have a goofy tag (eg. “Velo Velocity”), and if a character has a prominent alias, it will appear in their tag after their name (eg. “Lucien Yeoun | Rien”).
I may sometimes include works by other people in my OCs’ main tags, if I feel they represent the character’s vibes well to people who are not yet familiar with them! I’ll usually tag other people’s OCs by their full names as well, unless the mun has their own tagging conventions (in which case I’ll follow suit). Here’s a short list of my more relevant characters, for ease of access:
Xero | Ouroboros
Dimitri Andreyevich Noskov
Reis Cordis and Navid Veisi
Umetarou Sano Lecce
Key Lime | Kee Parilla
V. Aster (formerly known as Vivie Circuit)
Kaede Kamakiri
When posting my OCs on your own blog, I would appreciate if you used their official tags! To further organise posts, I use an OC’s shortened name + a descriptor:
[OC] by others — works featuring the character by other people
[OC] info — self-explanatory; includes responses to asks
[OC] answers — asks or replies where I draw/write the character responding directly
[OC] core — random things that remind me of the character
Rounding back to shipping, each pairing or polycule has a main generic tag, but may feature subtags indicating top / bottom or D/s order (for sexual, suggestive, or otherwise “charged” works). The Asian fandom practise of ordered tags is important to me, as oftentimes AB and BA are their own separate dynamics completely!
Some of my more relevant ships, for ease of access:
Fucky Quartet — Any combination of Dimitri, Xero, Minkyu, and Zeta
Killing Idols — Dimitri × Xero or Xero × Dimitri
Atomic Zero — Xero × Zeta or Zeta × Xero
Paradise Lost — Dimitri × Zeta or Zeta × Dimitri
TRT — Tarou × Reis or Reis × Tarou
Locked out of Heaven — Kee × Demari or Demari × Kee
🍳 BLOGROLL
Close friends and frequent creative collaborators, plus a couple of their OCs that feature on my blog! Please check out their socials! ^^
@mihlen|bsky|ao3|toyhouse ⸺ Minkyu Han, Demari Nocenti
@ramsauced|bsky|toyhouse ⸺ Zeta Santiago, Zion Aguilar
@cremini-crashout ⸺ Daiex Iarstil, Brie Savoie
🌻 ABOUT ME
I’m Asian diaspora and live in the mainland US, but wasn’t born or raised here, so the culture is still a bit foreign haha. When crafting my own stories, my biggest passions tend to be 1) Asian rep that doesn’t reduce us to cultural tokens, 2) abnormal psychology or unconventional upbringings, and 3) not conforming to western values, tropes, or themes. Beyond that, I’m a disabled survivor with weird idiosyncrasies regarding gender, sex, and romance, and suffer the paradoxical curse of being both a high-maintenance extravert who never shuts up and extremely, painfully shy…
Creative works are just my hobby at the moment, but one day I’d like to publish things. My taste in media runs somewhat niche, but feel free to talk to me about musical theatre, seinen (and shounen that feels seinen), pre-2010s sci-fi films, or fucked up serials. Beyond fiction, I have old person interests, like seasonal produce, household appliances, and tailoring.
If you’ve taken the time to read all this, thank you! Feel free to drop a like or comment so I know who you are :D <3















