Idlebrains

i really did not expect to stay here for as long as i did, i only made my tumblr presence originally to cope with abuse i have recently gone through, i did not intend to stay here.. but i have realized that i am here to stay for good. these communities are the only ones i feel safe and truly loved and accepted in, pro-para and radqueer spaces are the only spaces i have been in that have not harmed, harassed or witch hunted me due to my disorders and sexuality. The only communities that are aware of my origins, who i am, and simply do not care. It feels refreshing to be in a place that does not instantly antagonize me and accuse me of horrible things, but see me as an equal, a role model and inspiration.

ever since i was a kid my dream was to make an impact with my art, to leave a staple, and even though i have succeeded in making my mark, i somehow did it again a second time with my pro-para activisms and movements, i have always dreamed to make a necrophile movement the same way maps and zoos did, and i have succeeded.

before this community, i was full of hatred towards myself and others, if it wasn't for this community i would still be the miserable person i used to be. i have learned kindness, compassion and acceptance towards other paraphiles, i have made and met friends i would of never had if i haven't learned to accept others. i have learned things about myself i would of never had if i didn't ever decided to come to para tumblr to comfort myself.