mel

imagine you and roommate!luke (who is also artstudent!luke gahh) are basically bffs and tell each other everything but the last few days he’s been a little distant, and instead of wanting to talk to you the second you’re home he’s just constantly closed off (literally –- like he WONT LEAVE HIS ROOM OMY ok so it’s like a tuesday night or something and it’s almost 2a.m and as you’re unlocking you’re apartment door and taking off your shoes and dropping your bag and books on the kitchen counter all you hear is music (the same song over and over and over ) blaring from behind luke’s door alright so you stroll on over there completely confused as to what’s even going on…and you know if you knock he’s just going to tell you to go away, like he has been, buT YOURE JUST FED UP WITH THAT AND WANT TO KNOW WHY YOUR LUKEY ISNT WATCHING MOVIES WITH YOU OR EVEN ACKNOWLEDGING YOU ANYMORE Ok so you swing that door open and stomp into the room only to see luke drawing on his bed like very intensely and he’s facing the wall so he doesn’t even hear or see you walk in so you make your way over to the stereo and turn the music down anD GOD DAMNIT he freaks out and throws the drawing pad right at you, clutching his heart “jesus christ, luke, what are you doing right now?” his eyes go wide as he reaches toward you for the drawing pad, but you just turn away “tell me why you’re avoiding me” he rolls his eyes before responding “like you don’t already know” he swings his legs over the bed so he’s facing you, staring up with glossy eyes “c'mon lukey, i miss you” you say sitting down next to him and resting your head on his shoulder “y/n, im literally right here” “no, lately you never wanna talk to me” and god luke would sigh and run his fingers through his messy hair and thered be a few silent seconds before he could even get the courage to just tell you what he’s been contemplating for the past few days “look, if i tell you what’s up you have to promise that you won’t hate me” and you’d nod your head slowly, still completely confused ok and he’d grab the sketch book from your hands and flip it open to the last sketch he was making and as you looked down your heart would just completely crash into a million pieces… on the page were a boy and a girl the boys eyes held the image of the girl, while the girls eyes held the image of what seemed to be a different boy but with a giant question mark over the face ok so you’d take a deep breath and read the words scrawled all around the outer edges ‘can’t look at you the same way’ 'so if you’re gonna hurt me, why don’t you hurt me a little bit more?’ and yOUD STAND UP SO FAST and luke would stand up too (because he didn’t want you to leave, and he definitely didn’t want you to hate him) and he’d start “don’t be upset, i’m okay, please don’t be upset, y/n. you know what, it’s just a little emo phase okay i’m uh..just being sad to be sad okay…you don’t have to…” and he’d take a breath before finishing “you don’t have to feel the same” and you’d be leaning up against his book shelf, cheekily smiling and gOD luke would be sitting on the edge of the bed with his elbows on his knees and his hands over his face slightly parted so he could see your reaction “oh dear god, you think i’m and idiot. if youre planing how you’re going to throw me out of the apartment please, please y/n don’t make it right now i’m tired and it’s cold and i’m probably going to be crying because you hate me” and just as he finishes you’d rush to stand in front of him…alrigHT so you’d grab his hands and uncover his eyes and intertwine his fingers with yours anD LITTLE LUKEY WOULD SLOWLY START TO SMILE AND YOUD LEAN IN SO CLOSE THAT YOUR NOSES WOULD BASICALLY BE BRUSHING AND YOUD WHISPER “lucas, the song..” and his eyes would go wide as he realized you made the connection from the song he was playing to the words on the page “is a breakup song” to which he’d respond “yes, because you wERE BREAKING MY HEART” and deAR LORD you’d push him onto his back and straddle his waist and you’d both still be holding hands as you respond “lucas...you're my favorite person on this whole entire planet, how did you not realize that i think about making out with you, like, all the time?" and luke would sit up on his elbows and smirk and lean in and kiss you and i aM SO SHOOK OHMYGOD