sorry for asking this im not trying to be albeist i just think he reminds me the most of what I've been as a child
*heaviest fucking sigh in my life*
I'd follow people around, be weird, a loner, get all up in people's personal space without really knowing boundaries
The way he pushed Hyunwoo into a stone and then smiled and felt very flushed over Hyuna
okay I wouldn't be like that, but I got violent over everything, because I would not know how to defend myself verbally
I think I'd be more scared and terrified and my stomach would be all tight and I'd be stressed all over, but well.
That type of violence vs arguement reminds me of little me?
I've made my first friend ever, by laser focusing on following him around all the time, whenever I got interested in someone I'd follow them around
(they (two girls i followed around) got me to fuck off by giving me a treat? something tasty, and ordering me to go down the stairs, which I did, and then I ran upwards the stairs expecting them to be there, wanting another treat. like a dog. FUCK. I hate my stupid fucking being 7 years old, never ask me for childhood stories)
I was super touchy, always leaning on him, and holding his hand (I still am with every friend I make, somewhat. I try to be. sometimes I get antsy they're uncomfy.)
Little me REEKS of that vulnerable, weird, weak aura, while at the same time being violent whenever the tensions rise, and.
dunno how to explain it just.
He reminds me of little me a lot.