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Walking zombie burdening this Earth, was I True love never crossed my mind, until you gave me the Kiss of Life.

Not only did I fall in love with you, I fell in love with being alive too.

You are my angel sent from the heavens Like a fruit from the tree, you're my favorite lemon.

You've made me believe there was good in everything I see.

No one said writing would be easy. But you made me a poet and for you I made the commitment. A forgotten and deserted passion turned instanter enthrallment.

The loss of your love formed a blessing now every night I find myself questing. 

Could it be, this is what was meant for me?

I never believed men could feel love

Real, raw, and true… love

I never knew they could feel so deeply like we do

I always doubted it

Until I met you

You showed me how our feelings are the same

One human to another

Pure intentions

You cared the way I cared

So sincere and genuine

Though the chances of our love ended abruptly

I’ll always remember your love and how a women should be treated

I’ll never settle for less now bc once I was carried on a throne by you

I hope she loves you the way I still do

Oh daring, I hope I find it again too

Embarking on another love, though I wish it was still just me and you

i feel like I'm always crying recently

but it's all for different reasons

Sometimes during late hours in the night

Sometimes during a movie

Sometimes when I'm dancing to the rhythm of my favorite song.

They say crying makes you look weak

But it's sort of refreshing.

It's different from the tears i shedded in my teens

I'm grateful for these tears

I'm grateful for the feelings i feel

I'm grateful that I'm no longer numb; I'm alive again.

Though, i do get lonely, sometimes

I soak in those moments

Praying one day I'll no longer be alone

Until then, I cry

3:33am.

As I write this on January 9th, New Years always bringing in new beginnings grateful for the time we shared, now it's onto future winnings.

7 days 7 weeks 7 months

I met you back then, several months ago little did I know it was time for us to grow.

We danced, with laughter and greed soon to be single, alone and free.

Common interest brought us together but our souls blew away in the wind like a feather.

The universe had different plans for us in store my heart crumbling as I sit on the cold bathroom floor.

7 days 7 weeks 7 months ago...

My world revolved around you so easily bewitched, it was too good to be true

As I write this on January 9th new beginnings bring us future winnings, in this world of blithe.

May I speak my peace of mind to you and all your kind

You were like no other, understanding and sweet I would stay up at odd hours just to hear you preach.

I don't dwell on our goodbye, although it hurts appreciation for your time continues to lurk.

7 days 7 weeks 7 months... I

Spent my lonely nights with your presences, our exclusive songs written in laughter now replaced with grievance.

Our flawless journey ends here I've got no more love to bear

As we separate, I have, one last thing to say I hope you get everything you want, and I hope I'm not there, Dear God I pray.