cry, my dear, but do not bleed

“when you drive away in secret, you’ll be a volunteer. so don’t scream when we take you. the world is quiet here.” -a series of unfortunate events, the vile village

“solitary cloud

shadow in the setting sun

stirs the drifter’s heart.”

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that kind of feeling where you sit back and drink tea while watching your irl and online friends make friends is the best feeling ever

i came back from my three month hiatus and am still figuring out the boundary between online and irl so

the stars ain’t looking good for me y’all

yep that‘s all. take care and anyone who sees this right now go drink water and for the last time, WASH YOUR HANDS

day five of @xiaosmoon’s holiday writing collab

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“oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you~“ you and venti sang along to the lyrics on the karaoke screen, hands on each other’s shoulders as All I want for Christmas is you by Mariah Carey played. swaying along.

“siiiiii-ilent niiiiight, hooooooooly niiiiiiiiight, alllll is calm, allll is briiight...” both of you shifted your tone into a monotonous one, dragging out all the vowels in the lyrics to Silent Night. “On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me~~ a partridge in a pear treeee...” venti howled and you burst out laughing at his ridiculous singing. “shut up!” he yelled in embarrassment and you sniggered.

-you two would dance and sing for so long until your legs ached and your throats were sore, but that wouldn’t stop you from dancing and singing! (cue you two sprawled across the chairs in the karaoke room arms wrapped around one another)

-venti would try and fail desperately to SING without you criticising his ‘singing’ (bird screeching). he made it up for being a good dancer instead. his moves, they were like oo-lah-lah! so perfect! fitting in with the rhythm of the song too. -it was adorable when he pouted while you criticised his singing, you felt like your heart would pop out and fly to heaven.

-he would get ‘angry’ at you and refuse to talk to you. but then he’d come, needing your attention, and pepper you with kisses saying that he was wrong to ignore you:)

-hearing you sing, venti wants to kiss you, to hold you tight, to protect you from the dangers of everyday life, to look at his darling and tell her that she will always be safe with him.

- he’ll snuggle up to you as you whisper the lyrics to the songs quietly. the tune is like a lullaby to him, urging him to succumb to you.

“last christmas, I gave you my heart, and the very next day, you gave it away~” you mumbled silently as venti looked at you. -the lyrics to dandelion by Ruth b. was the only things running through venti’s head as you murmured the lyrics to songs.

As the tune to White Christmas played, instead of singing, venti brought you into a slow dance, following the rhythm of the Christmas carol. you put a hand on venti’s face and he smiled as you traced a finger down his cheeks. you laid your head on his shoulder and you breath tickled his neck as you whispered a soft I love you...he mumbled it back...his lips touched yours and you gave in…

summary: what I think would happen if you guys were roommates au

a/n: for this i had to make Xiao smitten with you first, because I feel like you are more introverted than xiao and you just DONT GET THE HINT

the two of you, I would deem as friends, but over time that friendship blossomed into something else for xiao. it was not long before he realised he was in love with you. but, alas, at that point of time, you did not return the feeling. you merely thought of him as a friend.

for starters, he would try to make your favourite dishes, or his because he doesn’t really know what your favourite dishes are (you don’t talk that much) but you appreciate his effort.

when he presents to you a new dish, you’ll chide him, saying he should be studying instead of doing this for you. his heart goes ba-thump when you scold him. the two of you, I presume, study together, and there will be a little table in the living room of the apartment where you two study, and a little tray where tea is. he’ll brew your favourite tea for you. the two of you sip tea while studying, occasionally asking, “can I borrow your notes?”, or “can you help me with this question?”.

all his little acts for you he hopes are enough to make you reciprocate his feelings. he longs for the day you will be sleeping in the same bed, in the same room, telling him I love you.

one day after dinner, you whisper into his ear a soft I love you. he turns around to see you blushing in a heap on the floor and his socked feet pad over to you. on his knees he wraps his arms around you in an warm embrace and whisper the same thing into your ear. the two of you fall asleep in the same bed that night. curled up against you xiao takes time to look at the girl fate has brought him and her ethereal beauty. he kisses your knuckles gently as he falls asleep.

-完-

word count: 309

pt 1. of xiaosmoon’s December collaboration

summary: you show venti your singing skillz

warning: tone-deaf bard indeed

a/n: wow it’s been so long

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you watched as venti belted out the lyrics to Happier by MARSHMELLO into the microphone, in his off-pitch voice. he finished the song on a note multiple octaves too high and you couldn’t help but fail to suppress a giggle.

”what?” He demanded, thrusting the microphone at you. “if you think that was bad try it yourself!”

catching the microphone in midair you selected Somewhere Over The Rainbow. As the music began to play you started singing softly.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

And the dreams that you dream of

Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly

And the dreams that you dream of

Dreams really come true

Someday I’ll wish upon a star

Wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where trouble melts like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That’s where you’ll find me

~ your notes and the lyrics on the screen synchronised perfectly, and the lovely tune you sang brought out the serene atmosphere of the karaoke room. you finished the song, smiling at venti as his mouth dropped open at the sound of his ’competitor’. gently pecking his cheek to awake him from his trance. he grinned back at the one woman he was delusional about.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high

And the dreams that you dream of

Once in a lullaby.

I’ll try to look into the ones you suggested then, or I’ll add them on my reading list and see if I’ll ever get to them :,)

And I’ll probably end up settling with contacts, I break and lose things to an unhealthy amount and glasses are expensive 😅 I do like how the circular or oval ones look, they’re cute and they do give that alchemist vibe :3

yes my foolproof way of judging a book>:} but i don’t do that if the book has good ratings

yes please do—haha lol

And oof, that is an issue with book reading tho. Especially when reading in little light- I have to get glasses but I’ve been avoiding it as much as I can

Still- my eye doctor has been bugging me about it. What glasses are most comfortable for you?

yesss I’m into murder mystery books lol if no one dies by the 10th chapter that’s it I’m out

haha loll—if you like murder on the orient express you should really read The Mysterious Affair at Styles—Hercule Poirot by Agatha Christie—I worship Agatha 😝

yes book reading and devices—eyesight! why!

i think it really depends—like if you don’t feel like wearing glasses you could wear contacts—but currently I’m wearing ovals—gives more of a alchemist vibe lol—Harry Potter

Wbu? I had no idea you were super into books- maybe I found myself a fellow book fanatic <3

Now off to wash my hand-

Oh! I’ve been wanting to start reading the Shadow and Bone series but I have committed myself to reading Hercule Poirot;-;

I’m reading Murder on the Orient Express—will watch the movie soon—and I just finished Death on the Nile—can’t wait for the movie

girl, the reason I have to wear glasses is completely because I’m into books