Fuck Dis Place

Have you ever lived a life where the thing you look forward too most in a day is what your next meal is going to be? Except you don't enjoy food because it makes you sick. Not only does it make you sick but it makes you fat. Being fat is one of the reasons youre alone. But you're also alone because no one likes your personality. No one values you as someone close to you. You're disposable. Men only invite you over not invite you out. You're talented but never good enough. Except the fact you don't believe in yourself is the only thing that keeps you from being great. And you CANT STOP THINKING. all you long for is silence. Silence that can't be obtained by being alone because your body runs at a million miles per hour even when it's stationary. You feel crazy. And the only way you know to fix it is to prolong it. Cope.