Within The Depths

bless the Æther for giving me another day to breathe!

i plead forgiveness but i do not plead false hope. I pray thee, please forgive me. I cry ever so loudly for your approval, I bleed nothing but red for you, answer my plea.

I am undeserving of your kindness, my lord. I feel afraid. I feel scared. I am lost.

i may not be trusted, but may i at least be known as a hard working worshipper. forgive me, lord.

please forgive me.

i love you, my lord.

may i only pray for my return to be worthy and forgiving. may my time in isolation teach me the sins i've caused and become better for hxm.

please, my lord. I have sinned and i have harmed not only everyone but myself, and I do not wish to die alone in this vast sea. I have a good heart, albeit instill and disturbed, I mean no harm.

i refuse to die in the lord's vein, i refuse to be detached from hxm. i only beg for forgiveness and nothing alone. I beg thee for redemption, I beg thee for light and empathy.