The Loner That Became Known

The Many Faces I Make When I'm On My Computer #InternetProblems #Me

Dat Face Though #Anime #ForgotName #GenericHashtag

Gonna taste me some Doraemon Dorayaki, YES!!!!!!!!!! YUMMY BUNS!!!!!! #Doraemon #Dorayaki #YummyBuns #Anime

So the other day while I was waiting for my Bus, I noticed this, lol #OnlyInSC #Nixon

My New Motto #GenericHashtag

I don't why, but I have this urge to dramatically stab some hockey pucks #LastTheater #NoisyCell #DeathParade #DammitShimada #FuckYouTatsumi #Anime

The vato here eating at the diner for the first time, ha #SantaCruzDiner #SantaCruz #1stTime

Go to class they said, everyone's going they said............ #Wednesday #Math #EmptyClass #UCSC

Ever since I could remember I have been bullied, beat up, and humiliated. But not once did I ever take revenge into consideration. I always believed in karma and how it would somehow fix my problems, but it has never worked for me. Now that I have grown older, bullying still haunts me, but I somehow try to ignore it like everyone else.Unfortunately, I think I'm at my limit; I have too many things bottled up, that are easily leak out, and this needs to stop. My type of revenge doesn't necessarily mean physically hurt those who hurt me, but mentally hurt them in a way where they will regret everything they have done to me or other people. So even though revenge is an option, I'm still considering other things for now.

At times I want to believe it's going to get better. But even after I have made a breakthrough in myself, something always puts me back to my dark place. Maybe there is no hope in making my life better, I'll just have to lose all emotions and become something I always feared.