The Official Bad Ass

You’re meant to be the positive one.

I know, so now I'm gonna stop assuming the worst and hope that everything goes our way,

What do you mean?

I'm terrified. I was nervous just talking about it and now that it's finally here it's more... real. 

Aren’t you?

I'm a little passed nervous. 

Yeah, okay.

Are you nervous?

I can’t do that again and you shouldn’t be asking me.

I know, I'm sorry. Let's drop it and go, we'll figure it out okay? 

I don’t want to be hidden like I’m a dirty little secret.

That's the only way we're gonna be able to stay together if they do end up saying something. 

But you’d be fine hiding me?

I don't want to but I don't want to be without you either. 

Yeah, I know. That’s the only reason why I’m not worried right now.

I don't want to be negative or anything but if worst comes to worst we could always sneak around like we used to? Not because I want to hide you or anything but y'know, if things don't work out. 

Okay, then I’ll be there baby.

Okay. And I want you to know that no matter what happens I'll always love you, okay?

For what? Do you want me there?

I just want you there with me. 

Oh.

Wanna come with me?

Yeah. Can we go back?

Sadly, I don't think so. I have that stupid meeting later today.

I wish I could say I was glad to be back in New York.

I know babe, it sucks being back in the real world. I miss Dani and Santana world.

[It said a lot to Santana that instead of fighting and screaming at each other, they were able to talk things out, and now they were okay. Or at least they would be when they got back to New York and Dani had spoke to her management team. At least now they could enjoy the rest of Mexico without it really hanging over their heads, or at least, try and not let it. Hopefully Dani would say the right things so they would be cool with Santana dating Dani, otherwise who knows what could happen.] “Glad to hear it baby. I have no freaking idea. What do you wanna do? We can go wherever you want. Though it has to be private, because I kinda want it to just be you and me today.”

[Dani hoped that there wouldn't be any more issues once she talked to her team. Part of her knew that things would got their way but another part of her was more than a little worried with what they would say. Her mind immediately went to Alex, since she was always jealous of Santana and shooting her dirty looks. It was more than possible for her to give false information but that would be sorted out once they got home.] "I have no idea either. Anything as long as it's with you. A movie marathon until the paps finally leave us alone sounds good."

[Santana was glad they had talked it out because now they could concentrate on the rest of the holiday. After everything that had happened with her family, they could relax, because soon they would be back in New York, along with all the drama that came with it. Now all she wanted to do was making love to her girlfriend, and just remember that Dani was hers and nothing could ruin that. Pecking her lips again, Santana’s smile grew a little wider, the tears that were there before now more or less completely gone. No one would know if it wasn’t for her bloodshot eyes.] "I like the sound of that world. A lot. Sure, I wanna fuck you everywhere, but the beach would be a good start."

[Althogh things were good now after they talked about everything, she knew that they weren't completely out of the woods yet. When they got home she was going to have a serious talk with her team in hopes of convincing them that Santana was great and that she wasn't harming her career in any way. If anything she was making it better. With all the love songs she had written since she met Santana, it was enough to show them that she was helping instead of harming. The mood had shifted into a happier one, even though their eyes were still a little red from the tears. She was glad that they had been able to talk things out instead of what they did before.] "I wouldn't want to live in a different one. After the beach, then where babe?"

[Santana was starting to feel better about everything now that Dani had easier her mind. No matter what happened, or what her girlfriend’s management wanted, nothing was going to come between them. Neither of them had been good at relationships before, so this was just proving to Santana how right they were for each other. Smiling softy, Santana closed the gap between them and pressed a kiss against Dani’s mouth, bringing her hand up to wrap around the back of her neck.] "I hope you know how much I love you, because it’s a hell of a fucking lot. Can we just enjoy the rest of our time here? I don’t want it to ruin me fucking you on the beach."

[The more Dani thought about it, the more her mind was clearing. Her management wouldn't be able to split them up, or anyone for that matter. If they survived meeting Santana's parents then they could get through anything. She was happy to hear that Santana loved her even though they said it quite often, it still made her heart flutter in the most amazing way. Feeling Santana's hand wrap around the back of her neck, Dani wrapped her arms around her waist, loving this new found comfort.] "Yeah let's just forget about that stuff for a few more days. It's just Santana and Dani world. You wanna fuck on the beach?" 

[Santana shuffled a little closer to Dani, and rested her hand on her thigh, just needing to feel her touch for a minute. There was no way she was going to let Dani let go of her easy, and if her management did want them to break up, then she would fight with everything she had. That was one thing about Santana, she was stubborn ass, especially when it came to the people that she loved, and Dani was the one she loved more than anything.] "I won’t lie, it makes me freaking happy to hear that, because I’m not ready to lose you. I hate to admit it but this is the happiest I’ve been and it’s down to you."

[Dani's heart fluttered when she heard those words come out of Santana's mouth. She had always hoped that she would feel the same way but she was too scared to ask. She wasn't so much afraid of the question, it was the answer that would terrify her. She wouldn't let Santana go now, and she would be damned if she put her career in front of her.] "Babe this might sound crazy, but you're probably the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm not letting anything get between us."