tony

anyone else feels like there is a beautiful, beautiful world out there that they cant access, and is just outside their grasp? and will stay outside their grasp forever?

sorry to be vulnerable on main but while dying doesn't really scare me death is terrifying. like wow I love you and you'll be gone forever one day and I'll never talk to you again. i hope I go first

I spend my nights staring at the ceiling and wondering what makes it so hard for people to stay. What am I doing so wrong? Why did you stop wanting me?

I wish I had more friends that I could like cuddle. Maybe smooch a bit :( . Wish there were more people down for platonic snuggles.

nothing is as painful as losing a friend who feels like a soulmate except for reminiscing on it years later and realizing as more time passes it becomes more and more likely they truly are gone from your life for good except for the bittersweet memories that will haunt you forever

i just want a hug