Thor_李墨

Your life isn't eternal, and I really am just a passerby in yours.

I've been standing in this wasteland all this time, waiting to wither away.

You look at me like I'm nothing but mud.

Even the part of me that never changes can still grieve.

The scenery, too, never changes — and it never answers back.

I look at you.

You hate me.

I look at you.

You push me away.

I look at you.

You kill me.

Even at the very end, all I wanted was to touch you, just once.

If I could,

I would see you just once,

where our souls meet.

He's always on my mind⚡

I made this HD version years ago. Figured I'd finally share it. 😊

I actually started out writing before I ever got into drawing

About a month after Thor's game came out, I started writing a Thor × me novel. I was still pretty young back then. Back then, I never imagined becoming a creator or sharing my work online—I was just obsessed with Thor and wanted to keep telling our story

At the time, I didn't even realize this was a thing. I just thought I was writing fanfiction. I'd never seen anyone write themselves into a story with a fictional character before, so I thought it was something kind of unique

I wrote everything by hand in A5 notebooks. By the time I stopped, I'd written over 200 chapters, and I still had so much of the story left to tell. Looking back, a lot of it was probably overly dramatic, full of purple prose, and way too obsessed with sounding profound😂

Years later, I decided to type it up, rewrite parts of it, and finally continue where I'd left off

When I went looking for it... I couldn't find it

Pure vibes. Zero fundamentals. No real direction. Just drawing whatever I wanted and telling myself I'd figure it out eventually. I've always been driven by the characters I love, so I kept chasing the excitement of drawing them instead of slowing down and really studying. Then life kept interrupting me, I'd stop drawing for a while, come back, and repeat the cycle. I guess it's finally catching up to me now. 😭💀

...And now that I actually want to study properly, life is busier than ever. 😭

Feels like I learned everything the hard way. 😂

Still... I'll do my best to get better!

Sorry for rambling

I’m suffering so badly… I live in the most familiar surroundings, yet these unchanging people hurt others in countless ways. Disturbing words shroud everything.

Why does it always turn out like this:(

I haven’t done anything wrong, I barely even talk to any of you.