letting go is so easy until you’re folding your laundry or cooking or walking home at dusk or lying in bed trying to sleep or stuck at a party you didn’t really want to go to or or or

the older i get the more i understand that all i have ever craved in my life was this kind of simple genuine unconditional love and it just brings tears to my eyes thinking that little me has been trying to please everyone around her just hoping they'll love her

I just wanna give up. I can't do this shit anymore, I can't keep living like this. Everyday is sooo hard and I just need everything to stop. It feels like I'm running out of air, pls set me free I can't survive this fight.

I had to endure everything alone so I’m sorry that I don’t know how to ask for help or even accept it

I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into

I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.

I’ve reached the “I don’t have the energy to feed into that” era.

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me