The Lunatic of Ilium

*me, literally sick with want* whatever

I hope one year from now me is doing good, I hope she’s happy and I hope she got what she wanted

the summer is for having the worst time of your life

I'm going to *remembers how many times in my life I didn't tell anyone I was suicidal* you know, I'm not going to, but I honestly think even joking about it is better than never talking about it, and I think people who have dealt with such a difficult thing deserve to be able to joke about our own experiences without getting lectured about some knock-off CBT that's been ground up and shat out of the online pop psychology void, and also you know this format in itself is a suicide joke right it's just euphemistic

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head