HypnoHorror Slut

08/12/26

So today I want to talk about something kinda crazy. For those of you who dont know I am a transwoman, everyone always asks how you "figured it out" or what were the signs. Now there were several little things throughout my life.

I 100% thought every boy thought about how cool it would be to be a girl. A LOT

But 1 instance that I know that broke my egg was a hypno session.

I was having a session with at the time was my regular tist. He had the ability to put me under very deep and I low key do miss that level of depth in trance. But one day in a light not very erotic session, he gave me the simple suggestion. You are a girl, he said as I woke up and felt so light, happy, and all smiles. He just asked me questions like if I perfered star wars or star trek. After he had his fun with that he put me back in trance. My mind was racing in my dropped state. I was supposed to be " not thinking" but all I could do was constantly say in my mind.

" Are we still a girl?"

" He didn't say we arnt a girl anymore"

" are these commands for girl or boy"

" what if I am still a girl"

I dont remember all of the thoughts exactly but it was very much like this door had been opened and I didn't want it to close.

After the session was over I remember saying to myself, "wow I didn't want to stop being a girl." And " Im probably gonna have to confront that"

Fast forward to October of 2025 when I took my first dose of estradiol. It took me a few years to figure everything out but damn I am so happy and fully a person now.

08/11/26

First entry in this series I have been inspired to do lately. I just want some where for my hypnp kinky thoughts to go. And writing in a diary works for me in other ways why not in a kink fashion.

I guess I'll start with my journey of hypnokink. I started as strictly just a hypnotist. I didn't want to go under at all, I remember a fear of discovering something different about myself if I were to go under [I didn't know how much that would foreshadow future events] As the years went on i wanted to become a better tist and I thought it would benefit me to be on the other side. Get first hand experience in the subs mind so I top better and make the sub feel even better

Turns out I really liked being under, being controlled, and having no thoughts in my head for a while. I am still officially a switch but now I top less and less. If im honest im pretty burnt out on it atm.

That being an ever present thing in our relationship. Doesn't always have to be sexual or end in having sex. But we use it to prank eachother or mess with eachother.

I love the idea of a future partner and I just sitting on the couch watching something on TV and out of no where, they say a trigger word or phrase and I take of my clothes or im on all fours or something different then what I was doing. They are just using their power over me for fun.

As a switch I would do this to them too. Maybe I send a spiral over text and it ends up with them standing in the living room drooling till I wake them up. (This would be great if used on me too)