DESIDERIUM

Sometimes I don’t want to feel anything. I live in constant emotional agony and it makes me wish I never had any emotions to begin with. Maybe then my brain would shut the fuck up for once and I’d be at peace.

Words cannot express the absolute rage I feel when I think I’m getting better and it all comes crashing down again.

would anyone really notice if i went missing?

*one very very minor inconvenience occurs* oh, that sucks. i should probably go kill myself now

“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

Does anyone else just randomly feel like they're annoying everyone around them and that they should just disappear for a while to give everyone else a break from their existence, or is that just me?

no matter how much they reassure me I'll never be convinced