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#emetophobia in da tags #i feel so sick mentally i want to vomit so bad i hate being girl i hate being around cishet guys i want vom i wanna vom idont even know if #overreacting either lawl lawl lwal fuck fuckme i feel so uncomofrtable idk hwat happened yesterday i was so fucking tired i should have lef #people pleaser!!! ur always a people pleaser!!!!! just leave!!!! stop givng up ursef stop stop stop #to anyone reading this i promise i wasnt in a dnagerous situation but i was increible uncomfotable and felt used

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TEAR ME APART!! LET ME OUT!!

#self harm ?#sort of #vent #vent art #i hope this doesnt come off as too gorey?#imma tag just in case #gore ?#body horror ?#I FEEL SO TRAPPED HERE AND MY BODU HURTS SO MUCH #I WANT TO GET RID OF MY BODY MY ARMS MY LIMBS #I WANT TO GET BETTER BUT MY CURRENT CIRCUMSTANCE DOESNT ALLOW IT #HELP ME HLELP ME I HATE IT #I HATE CHRONIC PAIN I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO THINGS AGAIN #CANT EVEN FUCJING DRAW WITHOUT MY ARM HURTING AND ITS ACTUALLYKILLING ME #I WANT TO DIE BUT I CANT ALLOW THAT #IT SUCKS IJUST WANT IT TO END #sorry its all pent up shit from like 6+ months i just want to reset my body like a robot and do things i love again #i feel hopeless and i dont feel like everything is out of my control and it sucks

#vent art #vent #spinel #steven universe #we are suppose to be friends why do u keep treating me like this #who am i really?

i couldnt remember she broke it, she had to tell me.

#vent #trauma #not really art but i couldnt draw a comic it jusg i couldnt #we were talking about my laptop and i thought it crashed because of windows... but apparently my memory was wrong #how many memories did i have that were lies #how many have been changed due to trauma?#why did u have to remind me why did u have to say that why did u tell me you fucking broke it You are so aware u fucked me up #haha i wish remembering something wrong wasnt such a big deal but with trauma anything is fuckng possible #fuck all parents that choose to destroy their kids stuff fuck you fuck you learn actual parenting instead of resorting to trauma...#...as discipline #im gonnd ramble a bit it makes me feel better #but god i actually never considered this to be trauma i mean it is trauma but like i didnt know it affectd me as much as the Trauma #sometimes i forget repeated trauma is a thing #great now i have more trauma to cope from #didnt realize it was ALL CONNECTED

#vent #vent art

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#u probably cant read that #vent #vent art #my head fucking hurts #i want to be home this place is not home

night-rooms

my thoughts in oil pastels on colored paper (pt 4)

i hate my long hair i want to cut it all the time whenever my hair reaches a certain point i hate it i hate seeing it in the mirror it is not me

#i want a hair cut #gender dysphoria #i hate it sm i hate it sm #idk why this is affecting me so much but fuck ing thufck #dysphoria #hair dysphoria #is that a thing?#idk lmao #vent #vent art #me

this is stupid

#this is stupid and i am gay #vent #comic #WE ARE NOT EVEN THAT CLOSE AND I MISS YOU WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! but i keep hearing you in class i want to listen to you all day but

stupid dumb idiot boy who cant stomach their own shit

#emetophobia /#emeto /#its mild but just in case #my anxiety is making me nauseous #taking more than what i can handle haha im so fucking terrible at managing things i cant do shit I CANT DO SHIT AND I CANT HANDLE SHIT WELL #vent art #vent #sona

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Somewhere deep inside my body Has to be the reason for why I’m like this

#fursona #vent #vent art

brain be like “stop doing fucking anything” noises

#comic #vent comic #vent #vent art #actuallyavoidant #i hate doing anything i keep being so fucking anxious abt everything i fucking do #AvPD

i have been dismissive about this for too long,,, how long am i willing to stay

#are we really friends? how much do u value me if u dont give a single shit of what i say #it hurts a fuck ton yknow it does #not that they really fucking care anyways #do you guys even give a fuck if i told you both that i feel like you guys give zero shit about me or what i say or fucking do #high school made me realize i could have better friends #i love them so much i finally know what its like to have an even level relationship #god my fucking head hurts today was Rough #vent #i know im suppose to talk abt this shit but god i dont have the same level of trust with either of them to actually think they would conside #ANYTHING about it #idk whatver no complaints no conversation bitch im avoidant and its awful #vent art #ive known them for two long and i still feel this same terrible feeling its been years

#vent #vent art #i hate my brain i hate this brain #avpd #anxiety #shit fucking damn it

#i wanted to relax today #but i feel lonely #and tired im always fucking tired #vent #vent art

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bad memory ramble

#trauma #vent #vent art #lucky #my head hurts thanks brain for letting me think about this

dont like who i am

#but im trying my best... i suppose #vent art #vent

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