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@hwthrn
𝙍𝙀𝙋𝙀𝘼𝙏 𝘼𝙁𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙈𝙀 :
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙬𝙚 𝙣𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 . — 𝙴𝚇𝙲𝙴𝙿𝚃 𝙼𝙰𝚈𝙱𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵
ind. & highly selective multi muse BY JACKIE . featuring muses from avatar: the legend of korra , harry potter , what remains of edith finch , the hunger games , a song of ice and fire , & more !
𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐅𝐍𝐍𝐍𝐂𝐊
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❝ 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺 𝙾𝚄𝚃 ! 𝙄'𝙈 𝙎𝙀𝙉𝘿𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙎𝙊𝙈𝙀 𝙉𝙀𝘿 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝙒𝘼𝙔 . 𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙻𝚈 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷, 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺 𝙾𝚄𝚃 . 𝙸𝚃'𝚂 𝙵𝙰𝚂𝚃 . ❞
INDEPENDENT & HIGHLY SELECTIVE 𝑵𝑬𝑫 𝑵𝑰𝑪𝑲𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑶𝑵 OF NANCY DREW CANON(S) . BOOK & HC BASED WITH LIGHT HER-INTERACTIVE GAME SERIES INFLUENCES . NON-CW COMPLIANT . WRITTEN BY JACKIE . ©
the 100 rewatch: long into an abyss (2x07)
melnchly.
@hwthrn said: ❛ i want to return to my old body ❜ to HAZELLE
it is a feeling she can understand, though differently. how her old body had changed over the years, changed to carry first him and then rory and then vick and then posy. how years of life in the seam had worn her hands to roughness. how quickly the years settled on all of them, even her children. especially gale. “i know,” she says, passing him a clean shirt to put on over the new bandages. the wounds are better, now. mostly healed. and yet not quite. “but it’s better not to think like that. better to learn your own body as it is now. it’ll save you a different kind of pain.”
he starts to see his ribs again, and he can see the gauntness in posy and vick’s cheeks, and he can see the way rory dozes off at supper — the way gale always does growing up; the way you only do if you’re working too hard and not getting enough food to eat or time to sleep. rory misses school, too, because he starts some odd jobs with some merchant families — he needs to, just like gale needed to, and gale hates it. they’re all starving and falling to pieces in the seam with the mines closed, and gale can’t work yet anyway, even if they open today; so rory draws tesserae and works, and gale wants to die and scream all at once. he winces as he pulls on his shirt over the barely-regrown skin.
“ it looks awful, doesn’t it? ” the scarring will be significant, mrs. everdeen explains diplomatically when she thinks gale can’t hear her. “ i haven’t seen it. ” he knows his back will be ugly and disfigured and mangled from here on, but that’s not the worst part; the worst part is that it’ll be from commander thread — that he’ll carry him, carry that day, with him forever.
district 13 gave gale the chance to take control over SOMETHING in his life again and yeah it wasn't all GOOD CONTROL but it made him feel strong and human again because he finally fucking had a choice and he could use his brain and he could finally hit BACK
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𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜 , 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 . HIGHLY SELECTIVE & BOOK BASED & CANON DIVERGENT 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 , 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮'𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙴𝚂 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝 . FINNICK ODAIR FROM SUZANNE COLLINS’S HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 . 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙭 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 . SAVED BY JACKIE 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙞𝙨 … 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙧𝙮 . ©
I just saw a kid yell ‘fuck off’ at the top of his lungs and then his phone started ringing so he picked it up like 2 fucking milliseconds after it started ringing and said “hi mama” in the softest god damn voice I’ve ever heard
WHERE TO FIND JACKIE :
@fnnnck / finnick odair ; high activity / main blog
@hwthrn / gale hawthorne ; moderate activity / secondary blog
@wildtruths / multi muse ; low activity / tertiary blog
@peatah / peeta mellark ; very low activity / hiatus
discord selectively available to mutuals upon request .
random question prompts.
“ are you sure that’ll work ? “
“ are you okay ? “
“ is that what i think it is ? “
“ don’t you know better by now ? “
“ how am i supposed to know how you feel ? “
“ what do you think you’re doing ? “
“ did you ever stop and think about what you’re doing ? “
“ what are you doing here ? “
“ why didn’t you tell me sooner ? “
“ who is that ? “
“ why would you keep that a secret ? “
“ can you please stay with me ? “
“ can you please listen to me ? “
“ have you no decency ? “
“ are you sure ? “
“ where are you going ? “
“ where are we going ? “
“ have you been avoiding me ? “
“ should you be doing that ? “
“ can you keep a secret ? “
“ do you mind scooting over ? “
just a reminder: like with passwords, im not doing those new interest checks.
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just a reminder that i’m going to be finishing my LAST PAPER of my master’s program (praise god this semester is over) tomorrow, so don’t expect much / any activity off mobile. my family has cute quarantine plans for us (as much as we can safely do at our house), so i’ll be busy even when i’m not busy working.
starters / prompts taken from hieu minh nguyen’s work , not here . feel free to change pronouns / tenses as necessary .
❛ it seems important to mention all the things that went wrong ❜
❛ don’t ask if i’m a ghost ❜
❛ i fled and did not return ❜
❛ i cannot love you , if i love you , i will die ❜
❛ for years i chose death ❜
❛ i belong to my mother’s fear ❜
❛ what do you do with tenderness when all you expect is fury ? ❜
❛ he looks like he will keep you safe ❜
❛ any love i find will be treason ❜
❛ why did you bring me here ? ❜
❛ i count the hornets that escape their mouths ❜
❛ i only ask for your laughter ❜
❛ look at me in the old way in this new light ❜
❛ sometimes i wake up and my body does not follow ❜
❛ it wasn’t the same without you ❜
❛ i’m still trying to figure out what it means to stay ❜
❛ it’s all very predictable ❜
❛ how can i love something that isn’t ruined ? ❜
❛ like all agony , there are pleasant moments ❜
❛ i want to be better at lying ❜
❛ i’m afraid if i say it out loud i will cast a curse ❜
❛ some men don’t know they’re hungry until they eat ❜
❛ some spells take years to cast ❜
❛ there are rules you have to follow if you want to survive ❜
❛ i know you’re not supposed to smile back ❜
❛ madness , too , can be cumulative ❜
❛ trying to forget is not the same as leaving ❜
❛ i really should get a sense of humor ❜
❛ i understand no one ❜
❛ i cannot stop him from disappearing ❜
❛ her body was a dress i hung for motivation ❜
❛ you were once and perhaps continue to be the myth you tell to scare yourself ❜
❛ there are countless ways to justify company ❜
❛ you are predictable in your longing ❜
❛ i don’t want to explain a thing ❜
❛ i knew if i just asked him to leave he would have ❜
❛ there are countless ways to open a carcass ❜
❛ all i’ve ever wanted to be was useful ❜
❛ there’s still time to be saved ❜
❛ shut up ; i know the story , or at least the lesson ❜
❛ you wont find it ; you won’t find whatever you’re looking for ❜
❛ i could get away with being clumsy with knives ❜
❛ i want to study the mechanics of leaving ❜
❛ any adjective can be true if you cry hard enough ❜
❛ i see little futures in the distance but none belong ❜
❛ i am beginning to forget what i expect from the world i always knew ❜
❛ you can’t think of regret as a town you move too when grief snores too loud ❜
❛ in death we belong to everyone ❜
❛ i want to return to my old body ❜
❛ i think the life i want is the life i have , but how can i be sure ? ❜
katneiss.
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙. you do notice that he’s moving. that he wants to leave the office. which seems different from what madge told you. that he always lingers around, that she has to push him out of the office sometimes. instead, he locks and leaves. walking down the hallway, on the way to meet madge and peeta. ❝ yeah, had… a whole breakdown about it. cut it off, woke up peeta with my crying, ❞ you can’t help but touch the ends. this part of telling is part of therapy. be honest, don’t hide the trauma.
he definitely doesn’t expect that kind of honesty. “ oh. uh. well, are you . . . okay now? ” he doesn’t provide any information about his own hair — about doing his own middle-of-the-night chop to his shoulder-length locks — or anything else about himself, besides the bits and pieces she hears on their way out of the building. they run into plenty of people, after all, with questions for him, including a few documents to sign or put off for tomorrow. he apologizes at least five times for the interruptions. it seems that he still doesn’t exactly know how to talk to her after everything — maybe even worse at it now.
Why should I apologize for the monster I’ve become…
… when no one has apologized for making me this way?
i feel like it is a good day to remind everyone that katniss was just as much integral to gale's survival as he was to hers. he was the only person she could be herself around, but she was that person for him, too. they were kids trying to support their families after losing their fathers; they were often starving; they were doing things every day that could get them killed or horribly punished just to survive. and they did all of that with each other. together, they didn't have to be the providers or the adults or the chewed up and spit out kids who lost everything and then got told they had to survive in horribly dehumanizing and stressful ways that often weren't even enough. so when gale is "too much" or "not enough" with katniss, he's clinging desperately to HIS PERSON; they're EACH OTHER'S PERSON. and that's one more thing the capitol takes from them both, and it's one of the biggest sparks that light gale on fire by the time the rebellion rolls around.
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@katneiss said: I’M ALLOWED TO BE ANGRY
“ so am i! ” she has seen him angrier than most, their days together spent most often than not in the place where he can be angry — the only place. they aren’t there now, though. they’re just behind the hob, and it feels like they’re just barely keeping the other from charging away and towards the anger; they’re doing it badly. “ we can be angry with each other, but we’ve gotta talk to each other, katniss! ” the desperation fronts as anger. don’t shut me out, is the subtext of it all; don’t push and push until i lose you! “ talk to me! what’s going on? i know there’s something more than what you’re saying, alright — i know you! ” he has to — he has to still know her . . .
On the Occasion of Remembering the Turning Gate (Hong Sang-soo, 2002)
