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I love having to live with a fucking chimpanzee of a man that might just start slamming doors at any hour of the day, screaming over this or that, denying me sleep that I can't get back cause how the fuck do I fall back asleep when an animal with anger problems might just bust open the door one day and fucking choke me to death, or punch, or stab, or whatever
pretty sure I'm not even enough of a person to be grieved when lost
oh my FUCKING god my mom just found some article about a dickhead German local politician in bumfuck nowhere sending men in uniforms to force young people to work
her reaction? "someone should do that here as well"
upon my criticism of such a policy my dad just replies that it may sound bad at first but it's an interesting idea and he's really just so worried about my future
HUMANS ARE MORE THAN JUST LABOUR, WHY IS LIFE JUST ABOUT WORK TO YOU SLIMY FUCKS
I seriously wanna fucking die
are lyrics websites just trying to gaslight me? there is not a single way that in Guerilla Black's Compton the chorus says "Guerilla Black comes from Compton" like phonetically that is not being sung. nuh uh. it's like "Guerilla Black's from Compton town" or something. idk. I wish I was better at picking out lyrics by ear but that shit is not "comes from"

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maybe my "romantic feelings" towards any friend whom I get close to was only ever me trying to convince myself that if they were in a relationship with me there wouldn't come a point here they inevitably find a partner and I fall by the wayside, as has been the pattern
ruining my life through acedia
I reckon getting kicked out would be good for me
aha I see my dad found a news article about how silence can be used for psychological abuse, I guess in his eyes I am now an abuser against him (he sent me a link to the article). what a fun way to try and pressure me to talk to him. I love it here
had a dream where I woke up in some medical facility (presumably hospital) confused and was apparently getting treatment for hair loss via some gel being applied to my forehead
the staff was being pretty nice explaining how the treatment actually doesn't carry risk of heart problems anymore and how my general practioner already explained all of this to me when I visited there to get a referral
at that point I was pretty sure I must have some headmate that did all of that for me since I couldn't remember any of it which was a weird feeling but I was just happy that someone managed to get me treatment
and then I woke up, just as worried about my hair as ever
Neglected children will sometimes go ‘okay time to dangerously deteriorate to see if anyone cares about me’ and then if nobody does, they don’t know how to stop deteriorating on their own, they’ll need help to pick themselves back up.
And if that help doesn’t arrive, they’ll conclude ‘I was right to destroy myself in a world where nobody cares for me anyway, why should I live at all’ and it sets them on a miserable life path where all they see is chances for self destruction and proof of nobody caring, and from the very start it’s not their fault at all.
Because someone should notice when a kid starts losing themselves and step up and help. Children are not meant to know how to take care of themselves in an environment where they’re neglected, ignored and uncared for. Putting them in such an environment then blaming them for deteriorating is absolutely ridiculous. It takes paying attention and realizing when something is wrong and pulling a kid out of the black hole they’re falling into, before they can no longer crawl their way out on their own.
It’s not acceptable to let children deal with abandonment and neglect all on their own, and expect them to not grow up miserable, resentful, struggling, and doing harm to themselves. It’s the same harm we never stopped them from doing when they were kids, when they needed to know that someone would care if they’re hurt. If we want functional and healthy adults in the society, we have to notice what is going on with the kids and make sure they’re helped in time.

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Neglected children will sometimes go ‘okay time to dangerously deteriorate to see if anyone cares about me’ and then if nobody does, they don’t know how to stop deteriorating on their own, they’ll need help to pick themselves back up.
And if that help doesn’t arrive, they’ll conclude ‘I was right to destroy myself in a world where nobody cares for me anyway, why should I live at all’ and it sets them on a miserable life path where all they see is chances for self destruction and proof of nobody caring, and from the very start it’s not their fault at all.
Because someone should notice when a kid starts losing themselves and step up and help. Children are not meant to know how to take care of themselves in an environment where they’re neglected, ignored and uncared for. Putting them in such an environment then blaming them for deteriorating is absolutely ridiculous. It takes paying attention and realizing when something is wrong and pulling a kid out of the black hole they’re falling into, before they can no longer crawl their way out on their own.
It’s not acceptable to let children deal with abandonment and neglect all on their own, and expect them to not grow up miserable, resentful, struggling, and doing harm to themselves. It’s the same harm we never stopped them from doing when they were kids, when they needed to know that someone would care if they’re hurt. If we want functional and healthy adults in the society, we have to notice what is going on with the kids and make sure they’re helped in time.
Neglected children will sometimes go ‘okay time to dangerously deteriorate to see if anyone cares about me’ and then if nobody does, they don’t know how to stop deteriorating on their own, they’ll need help to pick themselves back up.
And if that help doesn’t arrive, they’ll conclude ‘I was right to destroy myself in a world where nobody cares for me anyway, why should I live at all’ and it sets them on a miserable life path where all they see is chances for self destruction and proof of nobody caring, and from the very start it’s not their fault at all.
Because someone should notice when a kid starts losing themselves and step up and help. Children are not meant to know how to take care of themselves in an environment where they’re neglected, ignored and uncared for. Putting them in such an environment then blaming them for deteriorating is absolutely ridiculous. It takes paying attention and realizing when something is wrong and pulling a kid out of the black hole they’re falling into, before they can no longer crawl their way out on their own.
It’s not acceptable to let children deal with abandonment and neglect all on their own, and expect them to not grow up miserable, resentful, struggling, and doing harm to themselves. It’s the same harm we never stopped them from doing when they were kids, when they needed to know that someone would care if they’re hurt. If we want functional and healthy adults in the society, we have to notice what is going on with the kids and make sure they’re helped in time.
i think ultimately you do really have to kill that part of your brain that vividly imagines how you would redo parts of your life.
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If it's hackable, that's even easier than those guys who got into a place through the fishtank or whatever it was.
Oh boy!! It's HACKABLE!!!!!
*quietly shitting myself *
And it can walk around your house!
There are a lot of modern appliances we won't buy because they're essentially in-home surveillance for no other reason than "The company decided to gather information to sell".
Like, yes, we'd like a newer Roomba... but I absolutely do not want one which uploads the fucking floor plan of my house to the Internet.
Would we like a nice mattress with which you can adjust firmness? Yes. Do we want a mattress which tells the company when we sleep? Why is this even a question???
Frankly, a lot of these companies need to see direct and absolutely destructive punishment for gathering data on customers. Things like "Oh, you kept customer names and birthdays in your database and that got stolen by 'hackers'? Well, since you're the company which didn't secure that data properly, you're now liable for every element of identity fraud and financial harm those customers experience. And also a fine which exceeds the profit you made from that data."
They don't need to be gathering all this data. They should look on excess data acquisition as a liability, not a revenue stream. They should be asking "How little information can we gather and still provide a profitable product?" rather than "How much more can we slurp from our customers and sell later?".
Humans are funny. Every single generation they go "OH SHIT OH FUCK BREAKING NEWS. TEENAGERS ARE CLUELESS AND CONFUSED DUMBASSES WHO HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY'RE DOING AND THEY'RE NOT GOING TO GROW UP INTO ADULTS CAPABLE OF FUNCTIONING IN SOCIETY, WE ARE ALL FUCKING DOOMED", and if someone points out that hold on, don't you have that panic every single generation, starting at latest at the dawn of agriculture, and it's always turned out to be false?
"YES BUT WHAT IF THIS TIME IT'S FOR REAL FOR REAL."

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all public transport should be free unconditionally and I'm TIREDDD of pretending this is a radical idea
there is a double standard where public transport is expected to bring profit, but roads and highways are treated as a common good and are built and maintained (e.g. patching holes) through taxes
fuck that
Neglected children will sometimes go ‘okay time to dangerously deteriorate to see if anyone cares about me’ and then if nobody does, they don’t know how to stop deteriorating on their own, they’ll need help to pick themselves back up.
And if that help doesn’t arrive, they’ll conclude ‘I was right to destroy myself in a world where nobody cares for me anyway, why should I live at all’ and it sets them on a miserable life path where all they see is chances for self destruction and proof of nobody caring, and from the very start it’s not their fault at all.
Because someone should notice when a kid starts losing themselves and step up and help. Children are not meant to know how to take care of themselves in an environment where they’re neglected, ignored and uncared for. Putting them in such an environment then blaming them for deteriorating is absolutely ridiculous. It takes paying attention and realizing when something is wrong and pulling a kid out of the black hole they’re falling into, before they can no longer crawl their way out on their own.
It’s not acceptable to let children deal with abandonment and neglect all on their own, and expect them to not grow up miserable, resentful, struggling, and doing harm to themselves. It’s the same harm we never stopped them from doing when they were kids, when they needed to know that someone would care if they’re hurt. If we want functional and healthy adults in the society, we have to notice what is going on with the kids and make sure they’re helped in time.