Wide Open (2019-2020)

You're always on the move whether it be on a new case, or you simply having to leave me at the brink of dawn to head into the office.

So when you do wake next to me, i count my blessings and thank god for the beautiful day.

There is no better feeling than being able to be domestic with you; to have you close and to bicker over who is going to take the dog on his daily walk, or as to who will be throwing the trash out. In the end we laugh and do these things together.

We cook and clean while dancing to sappy love songs, or have an all out water war when your favorite Led Zeppelin song comes on; its moments like this that i fall in love with you just a little bit more.

Or how when you're working from home you let me sit on your lap while you fill out paperwork; i love when you take small breaks and we just end up making out. I'll never admit this to you but i would choose this a million times over going out.

It's simple days like today that make my heart full; that make me question how i ever survived being on my own. I mean don't get me wrong everyone needs alone time, it's only healthy that one be okay doing things by themselves, but ever since I've met you i prefer to do things alone with you.

Being with you has brought out this side to me that i never knew existed; i used to never be the touchy lovey type, but with you? Gosh i just want to hold you close and listen to your heartbeat as i lay my head on your chest while watching your favorite movie. Its me wanting to make sure you get a home cooked meal each and every night you come home; its wanting to hold you close as soon as you walk through the door because i know when you've had a bad day or a rough week.

I love you so much, that when you aren't home it hurts a little; i know you will always do your best to come home to me, and believe me i count the hours until you do.