The Dead Life #25 â Aftermath
Day 25
The shattered glass door funneled into a darkened space, blocked off by a hastily assembled barrier of office desks, cabinets, chairs, and whatever else had seemed practical to jam into a pile. There was even a rocking horse, which ultimately would have done nothing to stop a more intelligent invader, but given the lack of sense the dead seemed to show, it was just another defense in the tangle. The rocking horse, upright, rocked as the ghoul on the opposite side of the doorway repeatedly bumped into the waist-high barrier, flailing desiccated arms toward Dani. Periodically, it would slump, not quite falling onto a desk in the barricade but bending over it, scratching at the surface with broken fingertips and slapping at the horse, which would rock silently. The ghoul would pant, moan, and gargle at Dani. Itâs dead eyes staring nowhere specifically.
The eyes were unsettling. They were cloudy, and it didnât seem like these things could actually see through them; the lens was scuffed by dirt, grime, and who knows what else came with the seeming inability to blink. As it flailed, bumped, and tore at the surface of the desk, which was covered in streaks of rancid blood, it did not blink once. The perpetual stare almost seemingly peering at, inside, and past her. There was rapid movement of the eyes themselves, but they were locked at a point she could not comprehend, as though the corpseâs eyes were always fixated on something unknown. The fact that she was in the path was just a result of the body of the dead woman being aimed at her. The motions did not seem personal or of the ghoul itself â it was being driven by some sense or alien force, hijacked by some apocalyptic agent and puppeted in the most grotesque way imaginable.
Dani stared at the ghoul for a few moments before shifting her attention to the lot behind her, noticing the group of ghouls approaching from behind, rocking and swaying as they shuffled to her. She wondered if any governmental remnants or the CDC had any idea what the hell these things actually were â maybe if there was a solution in the works to reclaim the area. All she and the others had was a hope and Sandyâs insistence that her brother would rally a rescue mission and sweep into Emmet, guns blazing and tanks rolling down the central highway. Ooh-fucking-rah.
Itâd been weeks since a substantive broadcast from The White House or whatever was there, and most radio now was either emergency broadcasts on loop, mysterious messages from some sources she could not discern, or the obscene and conspiratorial rantings of sovereign citizens. She had borrowed Bobâs ham radio one night a week back to reach out to someone, anyone, but the immediate response was so horrid she never reached out again. At least the ghouls didnât threaten to rape her or promise to make her a brood wife.
The thought made her shudder, and she was very much aware again of the rifle slung over her shoulder. She would need to be a much better shot in this world. For now, it was just reassurance â or more of a panic button. She felt the reassuring weight of the fireplace poker and stared down the ghoul. It continued the pattern of swiping and nearly falling onto the surface of the desk. Dani took a step toward, still out of reach of the ghoulâs grasping, nubby fingertips. It appeared agitated further. The flurry of outstretched arms finally sent the ghoul tumbling over and slamming down onto the desk, flailing. Dani took the moment to slam the hooked end of her poker into the back of the ghoulâs skull. The ghoul continued to flail, but not in response to Daniâs attack. She grunted as she slid the writhing corpse across the desk, through the doorway, onto the concrete and glass, where it crumpled into a face-down heap. Her foot resting on the undeadâs shoulder, Dani ripped the hook from the back of the skull, which again the ghoul did not seem to respond to. Disgusted, she jammed the tip of the poker back into the hole with force until the resistance of the concrete stopped her; for good measure, she began to stir the poker tip inside the skull, and soon the writhing stopped. She drew the poker back with a little resistance on exit and flicked all the brain matter she could from it.
Though now, taking in her current circumstances, Dani was beginning to realize, to a degree, the folly of her impromptu mission. She was opting to walk into a darkened hellmouth, and she wondered what use the walkies were for if she and everyone kept leaving them behind. Next time, she thought, there has gotta be a next time to bring the goddamn walkie.
She climbed over the desk, across the bloody streaks on the surface, and set off into the darkened building. The inside was quiet aside from the whistle of wind coming from the broken door and faint sounds within. The kid had certainly made a choice running from her back into this building, but she was not about to give up on the chance to save his life. As she saw it, he was small and had proved his tenacity so far; as frustrating as it was to try to reason with him given this shit and chaos, she had to press on. But she could not bear to see the child die, or become one of the living dead.Â
Dani moved slowly down the short hallway, careful of where she stepped. She glanced back and forth, her eyes adjusting in the dark, scanning ahead between what appeared to be a more open room ahead and the tiled floor, which had been strewn with the detritus of holdouts and the leftovers of survival. Just how many people had been holed up in here, and for how long? She knew of four based on what Edgar had observed, and only one of them was now alive â presumably.
Her head spun with questions about what had happened here in the weeks since the outbreak, though Dani didnât quite know when it actually started. Had it been New Yearâs Eve, New Yearâs Day? The days after? It didnât take long for things to really fall apart when they finally, inescapably fell apart. It seemed maybe six days in total, give or take a day or two. How soon did people find themselves hiding in this district office? How many, when the time came, chanced an escape and may have inadvertently gotten others killed? There were so many layers to all of this, and the most frustrating part was never really knowing. Everyone who might have had an answer was probably dead or in a bunker beneath a mountain.
Dani crept toward an open door to her left, which was slightly ajar. She clung to the wall, paused, and listened intently for motion within. Hearing nothing, she whipped her head past the frame, peering into the space that was partially obscured by the door. Inside was an office, ransacked but still filled with sweet, homey decor, reflecting optimism and assertive effort, like that of an H.R. lady. A poster depicting a climber on a rock face read âKeep on Climbing!â and Dani chuckled at it. Sheâd been to the college counselor once or twice before dropping out and had seen a similar poster â maybe even the same one. It was just vague enough to be considered empowering, technically, but practically useless in any specific context. Cloying bullshit made all the more darkly ironic given the circumstances.
She nudged the door open wider, carefully, wincing at the sustained, slow creak. The rest of the room was a mess; anything seemingly valuable was probably gone. No silent ghoul was lurking within, thankfully, but she wasnât prepared for a bloody dog bed next to the desk. There were no signs of remains beyond reddish-brown staining on the teal pillow. She winced and closed the door, silently damning the creaking but relieved to shut the image away. Dani noted the placard attached to the door as she pulled it shut â Melissa Gutierrez, Human Resources â and a taped photo of a cocker spaniel, and a nametag stuck to it that read âHomer.â
God-fucking-damn it.Â
Dani shook her head. She leaned back against the wall next to the room and stared nowhere in particular, just away from the door. Inevitably, she saw the door directly opposite the H.R. office and noticed the sign â Gary Watts, Requisitions and Warehousing â and several bloody streaks on the door. Dani stepped toward it and, finding a spot not covered in blood, pressed her ear to the door, listening in. Hearing nothing, she tapped at it with the tip of the poker, and after a moment, there was moaning and shuffling, unmistakably that of the living dead. She glanced back toward the way she had come as the group of ghouls from outside collided with the rudimentary barricade, unable to navigate over it. She stepped back from the requisitions door and took one last look at the H.R. door behind her.
Fuck this. Dani pushed deeper into the building, her eyes adjusting to the dim lighting; she was searching for whatever signs she could of the kid as she approached the larger room. She didnât quite know a name for it â maybe it was an atrium?
The room appeared to be the heart of the building, where the main entrance had been reinforced with a similar pile of furniture to the rear entrance she used. She also noticed bike chains in the darkened room; though the front was mostly glass, it had become grimy and discolored, and the mid-morning sun was not quite at an angle to shine much direct light within. All she had was a yellowish ambience, which rendered everything far more sickly and aged than it technically was. One desk against the glass had piles of papers that had spilled onto the floor in front of it, and dozens of papers pasted to the windows â there had been a plan to cover sightlines, and Dani was not sure if that was a good idea or a bad one.
Dani still had no idea if the ghouls actually saw anything, or what drove them. Instead, staring at the papers, she wondered if the inability to see the ghouls was the actual point. Even back at the storage yard, the group, as exposed to the elements as they were, had reduced sightlines with the exception of gaps they could use. It made sense, in a lot of ways, to keep the terror of the outside world out of sight. The papers on the glass were beginning to make more sense.
The atrium itself wasnât tremendous. It mostly combined what appeared to be a line to some sort of teller-style window, three hallways, and some seating, which had been shoved toward the glass in the front entrance. The space was mostly devoid of anything comforting, nor did it look like a space where anyone would have spent much time. The amount of exposure from the glass probably had a lot to do with that.Â
As she approached the pile against the entrance, she glanced out to see her former apartment complex across the street. She hadnât noticed it right away, but a ghoul swept into view, wandering on the walkup to the entrance of the district office. Dani flinched whenever it looked in her direction, though it was clear it did not seem to perceive her. The apartment complex across the street stood passively with no sign of motion. Sheâd considered returning, once or twice, to see what supplies could be rounded up. But there was always a hesitation that always emerged. It wasnât about the ghouls within â Stephen and Julieâs corpses flashed for an instant in Daniâs mind. She turned from the window and stepped back toward the center of the room.
She peeked in the teller window and saw what seemed to be a former supply hub. Wrappers, cans, and boxes were strewn across the floor or on whatever desk space was available in the small office. The computer â the novelty of computers made Dani feel nostalgic for a moment â sat, covered by a layer of fine dust except for a single smiley face sticker stuck to the powerless screen of the monitor.
It came down to two choices â left or right. She hadnât been shot at so far by the kid, which was either a good sign or a horrible one. She hoped, desperately, that he was scared and holed up in some office, quietly waiting her out. She could reason with him; she knew it. She could help him get back. He could apologize to Edgar, and they could make a go of it. She just had to figure out how to get the kid to stand down so they could escape together. At the end of the hall from which she had emerged, she saw ghoulish silhouettes framed against daylight, and though their forms were darkened and obscured. She saw they were still trapped by the desks of the makeshift barricade. How these things had managed to decimate so many already confused and frightened her, and she wondered what all this said about humans like her. She did her best to tune the ghouls out, as she listened to ambient noise in the largely quiet building. There was the sound if motion to her left. In lieu of any other evidence, she chose to head that direction.
Peering down the darkened hallway, she could make out four doors on either side, a fire escape door at the very end of the hallway, and a right turn. She tried to make sense of what she saw of this layout with what she observed of the outside of the district office, but gave up, realizing she hadnât observed much over the years living across from it, or the less-than-an-hour so far rescuing Ed and trying to reach out to the trigger-happy child.
Of the four hallway doors she saw, two of them were open: one to the left, one to the right. She was no Daredevil, with super hearing, but she felt confident there was shuffling from one of the rooms to the left.Â
Christ, Iâd kill for those billy clubs and ninja training.
She crept down the hall, feeling exposed, taking in everything in front, below, and behind her, wary of any potential movement. Her eyes had adjusted to the dark to the point where she could navigate with relative confidence, but not with enough detail that she could entirely avoid caution, especially across garbage-covered tile. Sheâd just barely brushed a grocery bag with the tip of her foot and nearly shit herself at the crinkling. The first pair of doors, opposite one another, were now just a couple of feet away. The door to her right was closer, so she shifted gradually toward the wall to the left, tiptoing over soda cans. As she approached, she noticed that this room did not have a solid wall, but rather a large pane of glass from floor to ceiling â maybe like a conference room, but it was hard to tell at this angle. The opposite room looked to be an office, but also a bit smaller, with a similar floor-to-ceiling window. About a foot from the doorway, she paused, holding her breath, and listened.
There was a shuffling of feet on the carpet and the crushing and rattling of things on the floor. The loudest, though, was the telling moans and gargles of the undead. They had been seemingly alerted to something, and Dani wondered if it had been something she had done before realizing more than likely it was the kid running by. Whatever was happening in the room was small; sheâd seen these things wander over the past couple of weeks, until something grabbed their attention, they were content â though that word didnât seem to apply, really â to wander in small, set spaces, waiting for some sort of signal to move.
Dani glanced at the floor, holding her breath as she nudged a can away from the doorway so she could sidle a bit more toward the opening. Content that she had alerted nothing within, she scooted closer so she could crane her head around and look inside. The vision of a ghoul biting at her face and knocking her to the floor worked to caution her from peeking, but she had to press on.
After a deep breath and a silent count to three, she turned her head past the door frame and looked inside. Her view had been immediately obscured by a shambling corpse within a foot of the room, its back to her. She covered her mouth with her forearm to keep from gasping in surprise and did her best to look past the ghoul, realizing she could see at least three others a few feet further. Dani retreated around the doorway and shoved the sleeve of her hoodie even deeper into her face, muffling her panicked breathing as best she could. She listened intently for any change to the ghoulsâ movement, but sheâd apparently gone unnoticed. There would be no guarantee of that if she tried to cross. There was one thing to do, and if she fucked up, things would be even worse for her and the kid.
With a sharp breath, she stepped into the doorway and kicked the ghoul in the small of the back, sending it stumbling forward just as the other ghouls in the room, seven by her quick count, shrieked and shuddered upon noticing her. She looked to the door and was surprised by what seemed to be a belt tied to the handle. She grabbed the handle at the belt knot and pulled the door shut as she stumbled backward out of the room, sealing it with a click. She continued stumbling backward until she fell against the opposite door, rattling the frame and the glass window next to it. She scrambled to her feet in a panic and then stopped to take a deep breath between the two rooms. The ghouls in the newly closed room pressed themselves against the glass, clearly aware of her. She could swear she heard the strain of the glass under their weight and clumsy slaps. Taking in the whole space, now, the room was a conference room, as she thought, but the number of ghouls did not line up with her admittedly hurried count a second ago.Â
She looked into the room behind her, and seeing nothing, was content to move her back to it to take in more of the chamber of horrors she had just closed off. When she had counted, she had just seen bodies and assumed they were the living dead, but now it was clear there were only four of them, with three other corpses in the room â eerily still. Why they had not been turned or consumed was a mystery, but as Dani took in the state of the room, past the writhing clamor of the ghouls against the glass, she saw the room for what it had been: a triage space. It was hard to make out explicit detail between ghouls sliding along the glass, following her motion, but she did see three bodies on the large central table, each covered slightly, with no sign of blood or tampering by the ghouls. It was almost as though the bodies served no interest to them. Nothing made sense anymore, but this seemed to irritate her in particular. Bob had mentioned heâd taken time to observe them, but if they really wanted to understand what they were up against, theyâd need to study them. Jimmy agreed with him. But Dani always said that she would just rather kill them off. But it looked like Bob and Jimmy had a point. Maybe there was something up with the bodies that they seemingly hadnât touched? As Bob had said, âknow your enemy.â
As Dani scanned the room for whatever clues were left in such a state, she picked up on something she had not noticed earlier â something large beneath the conference table. She squatted slightly to get a better view of what it was, and she jumped when she saw a ghoul seemingly staring directly at her from under the table. But she could only catch glances because of the tangle of bodies in front of her. She wondered if there was a way to get a better view, and on a whim, she tapped at the door to the side. Sure enough, the four standing ghouls clustered toward the door as Dani held still. She managed to divert them. She slowly crouched down, careful of any sudden moment, eager to get a clearer view beneath the table. As she did so, she studied the ghoul beneath, which wasnât so much a single ghoul, but a tangle of three or four. Just how many bodies did they shove into this room, she wondered.
It would be hard for her to explain what exactly she was seeing back at camp. There was a central ghoul below the table that seemed to be aware of her presence, staring at her, accusingly. She appeared to be a small woman, and due to decomposition, Dani could not guess at her age â she could have been a teenager, Dani guessed, but there was no way of ever knowing. Besides the disturbing awareness present in her gaze, however, was the fact that three ghouls below the table had her in a sort of embrace. Dani had to count the arms to be sure. The other ghouls seemed to press their bodies into the girl, wrapping her in their spindly arms, shielding her, shying her away from some harm Dani wasnât sure they could comprehend. It reminded her of sparing someone from the cold, like in a survival movie.
The whole time Dani observed, the ghoulish girl did not take her eyes off her. Periodically, the jaw would shift, and it seemed like the ghoul would murmur in silence. It was the most uncomfortable thing Dani had ever experienced, and she found herself overwhelmed, wretching against the glass. After a few agonizing moments, she wiped the vomit from her mouth on a sleeve â the ghoul hadnât stopped staring once.
A sudden burst of noise back from where she had entered â she thought â caught her off guard, and she turned to focus on the sound of the clatter and a series of hollow moans. Perhaps one of the ghouls had knocked something loose from the barricade, or even spilled over a desk onto the floor.
She didnât want to look back in the conference room and the staring ghoul, but some force â a morbid curiosity, perhaps â compelled her to do so. As she shifted her eyes back to beneath the desk, she was alarmed to see the ghoul had retreated further back, and the embrace of the others tightened and obscured her form, except for her gaunt, blank face â her eyes still staring intently at Dani.
Dani scrambled to her feet, terrified, and made her way down the hall past the window, pressing her shoulder against the wall. She felt the world around her spinning violently.
âWhat the fuck was that?â She gasped. âJesus. What?â
As she waited to see if the world would stop spinning, like the New Yearâs quake weeks ago, she tried to pick a point in the office window across from her, first at a mobile whiteboard with frantic notes, and then began staring at something on a desk. As her senses began to return, she noticed various tools â pliers, scalpels, and other things; she thought of the contents of a doctorâs bag. And then she saw a human head in a pan, jaw moving slightly, dead eyes staring toward nothing.
Dani couldnât help but yelp.
Her eyes darted, wary of any movement or reaction to her loss of control. There was a seeming response further to her left, down the hall â a moan, but not much beyond. To her right, where the clatter had been, there was the sound of a cluster of hollow exhalations. As she slowed her breathing as best she could, hoping to calm herself, she noticed the door to the office with the severed head. On it as well was a belt tied to the handle, and across the floor, something sheâd overlooked with everything going on, were a few other belts. They had been tied from handle to handle as an added measure to keep the doors shut. It seemed that the idea was that some lucky ghoul would not be able to open the door by accident. Dani considered the girl within. She wondered if this group had observed something more alarming.
But the line had been severed. Dani wasnât sure what it all meant, but a dark thought crossed her mind. Maybe the belt had only recently been severed by the kid, a trap for his pursuer, a trap for her. She wasnât going to let that theory stop her. Sheâd club the kid upside the head and drag him back if she had to. There were the living and dead, and from what she had witnessed, precious few of the living.
More clattering from where she had been drove her to her feet. Dani stabilized herself against the drywall and, taking a moment to steel herself, pressed forward, wary of any sound from the kid. Wary of a gunshot. Ahead were two doors on either side, along with the chained-up fire exit. One door had been shut, but the other was open, which led to a breakroom and kitchenette. She didnât bother with the shut door and kept low as she crossed the frame of the open room; on the counter near a microwave was a carcass â bone and gristle stripped of usable flesh. Dani did not want to dwell on the sight. She took a step back, out of the room, back into the hall. Sheâd seen enough, including the other doorway; the space would come into view as she rounded the corner of the hallway.
The sound of hushed breathing hit her ears as she approached the corner. Someone was winded and doing their best to keep their breathing muffled. But neither her nor the child had any illusions of successful stealth at this point, as she saw it. Her back to the wall, just at the corner, she held back from peeking around. The boy was near.
Dani tried to keep her voice low, calm, and sweet. âIâm not going-â
There was a small yelp, followed by a wild shot that echoed through the district office and tunneled into the drywall near the fire escape. Moans echoed within the building from dark, unexplored spaces.
âIâm not going to hurt you. Please, we have a safe place, right across the street. I can take you there. Nobody is mad about you shooting our friend. It was a mistake. Whatâs your name?â
She realized how hurried that had come out as she finished speaking â her attempt at being a soothing presence had given way to panic in the moment. She hoped desperately as she waited in silence, wound tight against the wall.
Dani waited patiently, despite the sound of motion around the corner and increasing sounds from near the atrium.
âTheyâre gone,â the kid responded, his voice cracked and parched. She wondered when he had last had water.
âI know, Edgar, the big guy, he saw them hurt each other. He tried to stop it. Maybe you saw that and thought he hurt them. Heâs a good man. I swear. Please. What is your name?â
Another pause. More noises in the distance. Sniffling and restraining tears.
âTyler.â
âTyler, good. Iâm Danielle, but my friends call me Dani. If I come around the corner, are you going to hurt me?â
âNo.â
âIâm trusting you, Tyler. I want us both to get out of her together. Do you want some food? We can get you food. Weâre right across the street. We need to go soon, I think those things are getting in.â
âThereâs a door out. I wonât shoot,â he added. There was a quaver in his voice, an uncertainty that Dani could not read.
âTyler, I am going to come around the corner, now, okay? I am going to trust you, and I hope you can trust me.â
âO-okay.â
Moment of truth, Dani thought. She rounded the corner and stopped, squatting slightly, setting the poker down on the tile floor.
Tyler was young, maybe ten. He was thin â half-starved â based on the fit of the clothes that hung off him. He wore a black shirt with cartoon monsters from a Nickelodeon cartoon, and his jeans were bunched up around his Nikes. He looked worn, and his clothes looked like they had been on him for weeks, maybe since this started. His arms hung slack, and in his right hand was the pistol heâd clipped Edgar with.
On his left forearm was a bloody gash, and in that moment, Daniâs heart sank.
There was something in the bites. She learned that with Stephen and Julie, hadnât she? Everyone back at camp had a story about bites. Whatever this plague, disease, or virus actually was had been connected to the bites. Maybe it was a sickness or an infection. Maybe fluids. But there were bites or scratches. Always.
âSweetie, what happened to your arm, there?â
Tyler looked down, seemingly surprised at what he saw. âI think when I was trying to close the trailer outside, one of the people bit me, but I donât feel it.â
Dani kept staring at the wound, and Tyler stood there, awkward and frightened. She was desperate enough to ignore it. They werenât sure it was the bites â not really. But everyone else at campâŚ
Dani glanced at the poker on the floor. Fuck. The grief took her as she looked at the small, half-starved face of the boy named Tyler. His eyes were wide and bloodshot, and he shook â he hadnât noticed, but Dani did. A fever would eventually take him.
She calmly, or as calmly as she could make it sound, asked a question. âIs that the exit behind you?â
Tyler glanced back and nodded. He looked back at Dani, and a faint smile crossed his lips. âOne way. Mom and Dad⌠we didnât need to do anything. No handle outside, and those sick people canât get it. Most of them.â
âReady to go?â he asked.
Dani swallowed. She crouched down to pick up the fireplace poker. It felt heavier than it had in a long time. She turned her head as she heard noises from behind her. She saw the first of the ghouls step into the large room at the end of the hall. There would be no going back.
Tyler was at the door, ready to push it outward. Dani stepped forward, silently, and Tylerâs expression soured upon seeing the poker in her hand. Dani felt herself fidgeting with it. He turned back to the door, ready to go.
âTyler. Iâm sorry.â
Dani took two huge lurching steps toward him, poker raised for an overhead swing. He turned back in time to see her approach, screamed, and threw his weight against the door, swinging it open and stumbling into the late morning sunlight. He drew the gun as he stumbled back and fired a shot, just hitting the door as it began to swing shut, missing Dani by inches, and she pushed her way through, horrified and frenzied and damned.
Tyler scrambled backward, sobbing, his gun hand shaking. âStop! Leave me alone!â
As Dani moved to clear the distance between them, a sudden motion from her left caught her off guard, and she watched Tylerâs head cave in â a bloody implosion where his face had once been. Dani froze at the sudden violence. Her ears rang, and the world began to spin again. Her poker slipped from her grasp as she stumbled backward. She looked up at the figure who had swept in with such violence.
Alicia stood, panting, wide-eyed. She held a bloody baseball bat outward and away, shaking, staring down at Tylerâs body. Alicia glanced at Dani, and Dani said nothing, turning her gaze back to Tyler.
Tyler took in a sharp, gagging breath. Soon after, he began to gargle and choke on blood and teeth.
âHe had a gun.â Aliciaâs voice was distant.
The ringing in Daniâs ears continued as she grabbed the bat from Alicia and began to smash it at Tylerâs broken head.
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So, the first part of The Dead Life is complete. Consider this "Act One" of five in the full novel.
Act two will be arriving a little closer to the end of the year, as I switch gears to finishing Fang & Bone and writing the new Cosmic Dash novel.














