just close your eyes, you'll be alright

“The trouble is, you think you have time.”

“I think it’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back.”

“How do I do this? How do I live? How do I smile without wanting to cry myself to sleep. How do I tell them I’m only getting worse not any better. It’s hard. Its getting really hard to do this.”

There are things that you have to do. Wheather you like it or not. And this is me doing something I don’t like. I have to leave. I have to let go. Because as much as I want to stay, I can’t breath. As much as I want to smile, I can’t bring myself to feel happy. I feel like I’m choking. I feel like I’m being drowned by the thing that used to make me laugh and feel light as a feather.

“Now I know, I’ve got to run away, I’ve got to get away.”

I don’t feel like I’m enough

All I want right now, is just to give up.

“There comes a point where you no longer care if there’s a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You’re just sick of the tunnel.”

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