mustache activist

I’m in demon mode today ffs it’s real bad I’m feeling incredibly touch starved. I felt like I was gonna catch on fire over my proximity to my male coworker when we were sitting next to each other (a solid two feet apart mind you maybe even more) AND I’m not even attracted to him he was literally just a man close to me and I felt NUTS. and then the hot guy I saw running made me spiral for a hot minute.

and to make things confusing I still am feeling the ick from men despite my hormones making me desperately want to get laid I don’t feel as if there is anyone worthy to help me solve this problem

since I’ve been home I’ve only gotten worse imagine the thickest sexual tension you can experience but there isn’t another person involved LOL

it doesn’t make a whole lot of sense I can’t really explain how I feel ravenous for a man but also want nothing to do with them