Day_Dreamer

I sew myself in to this seed and I'm grown beautifully on the inside. The outside you see stress and anger embedded into my soul while the love fades away like the mist of a tidal wave.

I'm getting bored of him😐😐

I have nowhere else to go, nobody's looming for me out here. I only have me and a seed just like me to support but still I go above and beyond my limits for others who don't appreciate the smallest things I do. I'm literally, physically, mentally and emotionally drained from it. I'm at this breaking point of giving everything and anything. I work just like them, pay bills just like them and still I'm the one picking up the short end of the stick. I'm coming back to sleepless night worring about how my rent is going to bw paid on time, what food I'll have for the week and who is in my life taking more then they need. I keep telling myself to be tougher and get it they way everybody else do but at the end of the day I'm not everybody else. I have fallen more times in this life then I've succeeded but then again every time I've gained so much more back then I deserved so I just keep going. Like right now I'm letting family stay with me and the 250 from the 700 rent no bills included I wouldn't have thought to be an issue. I thought wrong. The one that says "love" is coming, I see him taking every chance he get. Each day passes and I correct myself on each situation and pray its the right way to change it. I don't want to leave someone homeless, hungry or broke. We struggling together so why not build together.