a study of radical optimism, overcoming trauma, choosing goodness and identity. a warm-hearted, individual that chooses to overcome all odds and live life free of pain rather than succumbing to it. full-hearted care in a world that throws out cruelty rather than becoming cold and hardened. chosen ideals over taught brutality.
JOHN "ASPEN" DOE : a man choosing to overcome his trauma and embracing life to it's fullest; someone who chooses kindness again and again until the bitter end. trust given out of choice, not foolishness until it pays off for all sides. a man going against all instincts instilled in him in order to become the opposite of what the world tried to turn him into. a man who chooses to embrace the indomitable human spirit.
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i think aspen is an interesting case because he's so ... mh, hindered i want to say?? in his growth that he doesn't know that many things. it's part of why he has such an innocent approach to things (despite the fact he is self-aware of his lack of knowledge) and people.
which is why he tends to mimic people sometimes and why he tries to learn as much as he can from others.
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aspen is very much a virgin, thank you very much. and due to the way he was raised (not being explained things because "it's a waste of time, you'll always be too childish to understand") and the fact he used to skip school regularly to take care of his grandmother he genuinely ... has very, very little idea about anything past kissing. not necessarily because he's uninformed (he has read some stuff) but simply because it never really ... seemed like something that'd be part of his life so he just never really did more than very basic research.
which basically means that he needs people to be patient with him because he'll ask a lot of questions (shoutout to him, he's very, very focused on making sure his partner feels good and it's kind of cute because he gets all shy and nervous about it) and he'll get blushy and shy and nervous super fast. he's never felt safe touches before. he's already overwhelmed from being hugged. imagine what the poor guy feels like during sex where he gets to feel wanted but also gets to experience safe touch A LOT??
he'll ask for guidance on what to do with his hands and his mouth and basically his entire body just because he genuinely doesn't want to mess up. on the plus side; he gets super excited and practically lights up when you tell him he's doing good (praise kink so strong i'm not sure if it's "just" a kink atp and not just a life style) and he's very cute. on the negative side he tends to need breaks in-between because he gets so nervous and overwhelmed he struggles to do anything but cover his face with his hands. also he tends to bite. not necessarily rough, it's more of a grounding thing for him.
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what if i added some seasoning and by seasoning i mean what if i yap about the more hidden parts of aspens psyche and the effect they have on his daily life
