I have a love-hate relationship with Lucifer.
I can’t stand him because he holds himself back too much and it makes me feel insecure. He’s also way too bossy, which would drive me insane (I need to be spoiled and pampered). On the other hand, he’s the one I sympathize with the most. He’s been through so much that he never should have had to endure. Not only does he carry the weight of his own pain, but he also bears the pain of his younger brothers. Like, the others still get to be silly and childish, but Lucifer doesn’t, and I think that’s so unfair for him. As the oldest child in my family, I can relate to that. I often feel like I have to take responsibility for my siblings and look after them almost like a third parent (even though I don’t think I’m doing that great of a job lol).
