sereia

you laugh like an angel with comatose love in your eyes; like a sleeping city. you put me to rest in your gravestone chest, tell me I've never looked so pretty

HAIIII :3 you found my blog AHAHA

love that for him

it took me ages to get screwllum. he avoided me for so long and i almost wanted to cry

i've been having body jerks the past few months or so, but they didn't appear much at all. i'd have like... once or twice of them per month then i'd be fine again. cool, right?

they started happening again in full swing. i noticed it the most when i started having two of them happen at the same time like 2 days ago. i had several of these body jerks that night, and chatted with my friend about it. i was really scared that night as it happened while i was gaming with him and another friend on call. i also had a couple today, but they weren't while i was gaming. the first was with my 2nd period teacher.

then, i woke up with my arm feeling weak like hell. worrying, but i used it as an opportunity to use my left hand for a day. was quite fun until i got asked to play games... again.

i was playing it, a bit sleepy, then i have the sudden feeling of "oh, i'm asleep." i think this lasted around a minute or 30 seconds? i only remembered because there were long lines of dots that i accidentally typed on the screen. my friend asked if i was still on the call, but i couldn't respond, nor think, and couldn't move. i am now incredibly disoriented.

the reason why this concerns me so much is because i recall my mom telling me a few years ago that she had epilepsy, but she hadn't had a seizure in years. i'm always the kind of person who doesn't know if something is truly serious unless others mention it.

but even then -- i try to mention the arm weakness to my nan? ah, more exercise is the key... even though she saw firsthand of how even me walking through a single store can wear me out. but hey, if she gets to lose weight, then i must join her! heavy sarcasm, by the way.

i mention it to my sibling and they ignore it because they're unaware of how replying on snapchat works when i am trying to mention something and they mention something else.