i remember you holding my hand

i literally have 40 double sided 8.5” x 11” sheets of reddie fic handwritten. i can’t stop. but i’m finally synthesizing everything down into a story that flows and is significantly less self-indulgent than originally written (while still being extremely self-indulgent) 🤷‍♀️

my auntie said i have a barbie body when we were at tj maxx and it gave me so much confidence which is sad because barbie presents an unrealistic view of how the grown female body looks. but my american public society trained brain was and is so flattered. god bless my long fucking torso

u ever cry because it’s your birthday and it’s @pxisonoak ‘s birthday and we both deserve happiness and success

I have to spend my birthday at my parents’ house because they have to drive up to Duluth to see my grandpa who is in the hospital with an obstruction caused probably by cancer and I can’t go up because I have to work and somebody has to watch the dogs. I just keep crying. My grandpa is so strong and resilient it’s so scary to hear that this might be very bad and I can’t even fucking come up to be with him and my grandma and my parents. I hate this so much.

u guys. the only thing keeping my sanity intact right now is the massive reddie eddie resurrection fic ive been writing for months. i got sexually harassed by a client today and wrote 5 pages to calm down. on the clock. if i can get paid to listen to a man refer to his penis in a conversation about vehicle graphics i can get paid to write my fic.