Home With Kids

I can't sleep I'm so uncountable is 2 am still can't find a comfortable place in my bed

is 4 am I have to pee.

Is 6 am still cant. Sleep I'm so tired

8 am I go to sleep.

I get up at 10 am with pain

now I know I'm having this baby today but I stay home

I don't want to be in a hospital yet while I know I can still deal with the pain at home try to go back to sleep

12pm I get up still pain but I try to eat

2 pm I go take a bath and getting my stuff ready

4 pm the pain getting a bit stronger

6pm on my yoga ball try to Relax baby coming soon

6:30pm I called my sister in law I can't take it no more we get in the car we drive to pick up my hubby at work lol I can't lie I been telling him I have not been feeling no pains all day lol

7 pm at the hospital I get out of the car but the pain stops me from moving so they bring me a chair we go up I change my outfit and sit on the bed they check me I'm 7cm soon baby coming

8pm I tell them I need to push they tell me go for it I push and push and push at this point I so in turn with my body I don't see anyone else in the room

it just me and my body helping baby come out I feel her move down and down

Once I felt her on my chest crying I was so happy I could not believe it

I was a mom to this beautiful girl

Today book classic and great for letters and colors

Would I be a good mom ?

would I know how to take care of a baby any more ?

will baby like me ?

can I afford baby ?

Will she come out healthy since we in the middle of the pandemic ?