Wolf Like Me

me to me

I haven't known you in a number of years. It pains me to say that I don't know you anymore. But I knew you then, and that's who visits me in my dreams all the time. Laughing hard and making me feel warm. There is still so much I want to share with you. And so much I wish you wanted to share with me. I loved you then but I didn't realize how much. I still don't know what I wrote you almost 6 years ago, I had blacked out from drinking. I don't know what you replied. All of it was deleted for me before I could find out. I think the not knowing prompts a lot of the dreams. What did I say? What did you say back? I was told that I didn't want to know. But I imagine it having gone all kinds of ways. But still, I wish I still knew you. I wish you wanted to know me. But I keep a part of you in my heart forever nonetheless. I hope to meet you again.