hols

girllllll…

watched it, watched it again . and again. and again.

tbh w u i wanted to kill luke off in scattered so i fink yall probably dont want me to do that

it has crossed my mind sometimes but I wrote them so long ago like that was a whole different person and it wouldn’t feel right revisiting them as like everything down to my morals has changed and so it would have to be a completely different plot which would defeat the purpose of rewriting u know

Writing is so vulnerable but nobody talks about how awful it can feel when you have finished a project and are left to wait sometimes months before people have read it, and in that time all you’re doing is judging and criticising yourself to a point of complete lack of self belief

Then you get one person, one!!! person!!!! say all these lovely things and it’s all soooooooooo worth it

Okay that’s enough but I’m wine drunk and emotional pls forgive me

I love my beta readers. I love beta readers in general—truly the backbone of the writing community

Oh btw i also came from twitter girlie so don’t freak out 🤣🤣YOU ARE OUR VOICE NOW!!!!

LMAO I’M SORRY

it’s just that this is a masterpiece and she is not active in ao3 since 2023 so i wanted to reach out and ask her but she is not following me on twitter so i couldn’t message her and i wanted to know if she had a tumblr account that i could use to ask her about it, so in her pinned post you had a comment and seeing that i checked your acc and there you had a tumblr but i still couldn’t reach her because i don’t see your followings so i just asked you 👉🏻👈🏻

listen . it’s rough out here. she disappears for years . I survived the her great year long disappearance back in 2020 so I feel u

https://archiveofourown.org/chapters/117493963?page=3&show_comments=true&view_adult=true&view_full_work=false#main