I Am HoldingbyaThread

I'm a trans man, and I dream every second of every day of having a real penis.

To be able to wake up in the morning and snuggle up against my better half and feel myself at attention against her.. To caress her and kiss her while she slides her hand against my already tight crotch. I dream of seeing her bend down in front of me several times a day to take me in her mouth, make me moan, tremble, come like I do with so much passion for her.

I dream of fucking her and feeling every fold of her warmth, tightness on my cock, ready to brave her ocean of pleasure. I dream of seeing myself slipping out of her and seeing all my milk, and hers, slowly coming out of this hole so pink, so perfect... I dream of being able to take her where I want, when I want, without feeling restrained because , “I don’t have my strap with me”…

While masturbating I often watch porn but immediately find myself imagining her and me. Me in the place of the man in the film, with my well hung stud impatient for her. She in place of the woman, whom I never manage to see her face or her body, because that of my sweet replaces it instantly.

I masturbate with my vibrator against my clitoris, already big, swollen. I watch the couple kiss sensually, I watch the penis go in and out of the vagina, and I imagine it's mine! Only with these images in my head am I able to free myself!

I imagine myself slowly going inside and coming out slowly in order to feel everything. And I'm getting more and more impatient for the day when I can finally do it.. This day that is so far away...