#rawpoetry

but i am not in love anymore

too many times you left me

can you feel my resentment

leaking thru

i dont care anymore

or maybe i care too much

about being together forever

till the end throws

its final punch

i am better off alone

on my own

so im told

the ending is predestined

Life grabbed the reigns

Now i watch you turn gray

Choking and biting at the bit

That you placed in your own mouth

While searching for something that cant be replaced

The spark blew off from the tinder

My muscles would melt into your quiet ease

You would count the stars running down my spine

Whisper love in my ear like a new dawn breeze

You would remind me of the beauty

That I hold to your despise

You used to touch me like I was holy

What I really want to say

Is

I will drown myself in the ocean

Just for a taste of your breeze

When I say that I love you

What I really really mean

Is

I will rip the pages out of my book

Just for a glimpse of your ease

When I say that I want you

What my body tells me

Is

My nights are yours sweet lover

remind me that life is meaningless

i drone and i sway

just petrified wood on display

but i hope and i pray

that the lines that i drop into the ethereal flow