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Hold me

Tự nhiên cảm thấy thật kém cỏi khi phải cần nhiều dũng khí hơn mình nghĩ để bắt đầu một mối quan hệ. Mình biện minh với bản thân đủ thứ lý do để trốn tránh sự bắt đầu, luôn nghĩ rằng sẽ chẳng tới đâu.

Take me somewhere else

Sometimes i sit in the darkness of my room wondering how i got here. All these lonely nights seem endless cuz my heart feels colder and colder. I think it is about time, that I really want someone to hold me. To feel loved and cared, to feel small and vulnerable, to feel something special. But as i told ppl, loving someone was never my priority. I just kind of wanna fall in love and be all miserable again. It does not mean my life is complete when that happens somehow. It is just that it has always been about myself that i got bored and kind of wanna see myself in someone else. Is it strange?

People know nothing about you, think they got you for a second and say whatever they want about you. I'm (trying to) not (be) mad but you know thay feeling right. They think they know you then throw things in your face. That 's why I always try to not judge anything abt people at first sight or people who i have been shortly with.