~hMc~

But have no heart.

Love is a poison I would gladly drink,

Sadly it’s brought me to the brink.

The edge of sanity and insanity.

Funny thing is, I would do it all again.~

I say none.~

Stuck in my thoughts,

This unseen war we fought.~

We shed these tears

For hurtful fears

Of years long past

Gone too fast

How things change

& not for the better

I hope you don’t hate me

When you find this letter.~

The sweetest smiles hide the deepest pain

Saying sell your soul with the world to gain

All i wanted was to be a poet

All the pain and hurt, with a place to show it

Don’t know if it’s any good,

knew if i didnt write it someone else would

Being known isn’t what im after

Just want to know I matter

If someone relates, that’s great

Writing eases the pain in my mind

The voices and memories that play back on rewind

The only place i can be totally true

To share a piece of my story with you.~

Haunt us when we’re dead.~

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Don’t hold back.

Why? Why would i try to convince you otherwise? To do differently? We angels are not blessed with free will, this gift was given to man. It is your freedom to choose destruction, it may be a waste of that gift of life but no angel would ever, ever try to convince you to do something in any form. We will inform you of certain truths, pass along some messages. But we will never push you because that would be trampling your freedom. Just as success and happiness are choices so are destruction and sadness. Thats your free will.~

Ignoring lies.~

The air I breathe,

No escape,

This love,

This hate.~

I miss you more every day.

I hope this time you’ll stay.~

And broken hearts.~

Things aren’t as they seem.

The walls have eyes,

The floors speak lies.

And there’s no more air to breathe.~