💖Bun💖

What you will find inside

Entire book has been edited (hopefully decently)

Extended Scenes

An entirely new chapter

The complete 4 Season Epilogues

Additional Information on the Making of the Book

My eternal love for all of you

TO DOWNLOAD

EPUB format | MOBI format

I promised a little companion book to go with it as well, right?

The So Much to Lose Recipe Book

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(just for fun, recipes were found on the internet!)

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love, emma

p.s.

And it throws you off a little bit, because you know you’re about or above average in height. You have a little weight on you, and it all mixed together with that gorgeous face that makes the man swoon just from eyeing you up across the bar.

It’s maybe your first time dating a man who you really have to look up to. Hes tall, broad shoulders, a large chest and amazing muscles. He’s the type you can easily spot in a crowd, who will take your hand in his large one and lead you through the mess of a busy Sunday market. Loves looking down on you and rubbing at all your curves while hugging you from behind. He’ll whisper it while kissing along your neck.

“So fuckin small, so fuckin pretty.” He grumbles.

But you’re not small, but he makes you feel like it. Everytime he lifts you off your feet you get spooked because he sweeps you off your feel like you weight a crumb. How he towers over you when he flirts or reaches for something past you. His shirts actually going mid thigh and barely coving your ass. How he measures where his cock is gonna reach in your pudgy stomach—

you two play fight a lot because you swear you can take him on. He’s not that much taller than you. Do you end up getting bent in half, knees to your earlobes, like it’s nothing?

Every fucking time.

Everytime he has to break you in like you’re a born again virgin, his large fingers stretching out your dripping tight walls till he smacks his leaking mushroom tip against you, rubbing through your sloppy folds. He slowly ruts himself inside you, with the power of patience, till it feels like hes stuffed you full. It’s almost a disappearing act the way you take his thick veiny cock.

“ Hah- ‘s not all the way there Mama, come on baby, biiig stretch.”

And he fills you to the hilt, till he feels his balls smack against you, covering your body completely, his large weight pressing against you ever to perfectly. your eyes rolling to the back of your skull, letting out a pornographic moan. You clench around him making him his. He presses into your stomach with the bass of his fingers, riiiiight where he can feel his tip kissing your cervix and you cream around him from that alone, sobbing at how big he is, how much he stretches you out.

“That’s my fuckin girl, take my cock so well.”

˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ Simon, Toji, König, Sukuna, Joel, John, Gojo, Nanami

🎃 halloween / 🪦spooky / 🔪 slashers / 🐈‍⬛️ supernatural

summer of 1975 🔪 @milla-frenchy

halloween party 🎃 milla-frenchy

halloween night 🎃 @aurorawritestoescape

a villain's monologue🔪 aurorawritestoescape

the devil's wife 🔪 @noxturnalnymph

sanity is a cozy lie 🔪 noxturnalnymph

howl-o-ween 🎃 @covetyou

craving you 🎃 aurorawritestoescape

the ghost of you 🐈‍⬛️ @cosmickid-inmotion

haunting of dave york 🐈‍⬛️ @baronessvonglitter

October 31 🎃 milla-frenchy

His favorite holiday 🎃 @tateypots

finish what he didn't 🔪 @whateverloomis

dream within a dream 🐈‍⬛️ @gasolinerainbowpuddles

strange arrivals 🐈‍⬛️ @cosmickid-inmotion

red herring 🎃 by @604to647

🎃 halloween / 🪦spooky / 🔪 slashers / 🐈‍⬛️ supernatural

Roll in the Hay 🎃- Pre-outbreak

Trick or treat 🎃- allegedly dark Joel

Slutty Angel 🎃 - night walks Joel

Helping with his Tie 🎃- Stepdad

Hosting a party 🎃- dbf

Graveyard 🪦- raider

Stay 🐈‍⬛️ - Spetral jackson joel

The Green 🪦 Ezra catacombs rave

The Green 2 🐈‍⬛️

Slasher Joel AU 🔪

Stay Awake AU 🐈‍⬛️ - Vampire Joel

Every Inch* 🎃🔪- Night Walks Ghostface

*masked ghostface based on night walks joel

all fandoms: halloween fics tag 🎃 spooky fics tag 🎃🔪🪦🐈‍⬛️

— joel’s hooded cock still leaking in your face fresh after a blowjob 👅

— dick pic hung as fuck that he’ll send to show off and mess with you

— joel cumming immediately at the start of some good dry humping 🤍💦

— crying out cause the dick is so huge and so gooddddd

— grinding your wetness all over him bare

— joel’s cock wagging around while he’s getting horny in the hot tub with you 🍆

— hot dry humping ft. joel’s cute hairy belly 🩳

— pegging him while he moans so sweet with his face stuffed in his pillow

— your pov sucking and gagging on him while he lays back enjoying your mouth🤤

— him teasing and playing with the lips of your pussy from the back

— cupping and holding your pussy while he hits it from the back

— his pretty dick shaved just for you while he basks in the hot tub

— stripping your panties off to rub and finger you like a pussy inspection

Joel Miller

Father Figure by @gutsby

And When You Move, I’m Moved by @cherry-coloureddfunk

kisses after midnight by @dear-aubade

jealousy breeds contempt by @joelsrose

Reader being jealous by @dear-aubade

”TEXAS MORNING” by @mybvalentine

filthy mouthed dbf!joel by @dilf-hunter-fantasies

Older boyfriend Joel by @dilf-hunter-fantasies

save a horse by @siriuslylantsov

Into Temptation - The Outing by @littlcdarlin

Joel can’t keep his hands off of you by @munsonsmixtapes

Sheep Keeping Age by @thechaoticcherub

Ain’t right by @celiababy

Stiff by @gutsby

Vicious by @joelmillerisapunk

birthday girl by @coquettepascal

but he’s the one I want by @wheresarizona

this fic by @joelslastofus

Lie to Me by @strang3lov3

the consequence of us by @josephquinnswhore

Growing Family by @justagalwhowrites

‘innocent’ slip of the knee by @starzlightsx

Crave by @razrbladekiss

cowboy like me by @macfrog

37 minutes by @criticallyacclaimedstranger

october’s end. by @salingers

Sweethearts and sweet dreams by @mochamadeleines

you still don’t get it by @crossingthedreams