i highly suggest making a dopamine playlist. songs you love; songs that make you feel good. songs you sing as loud as you can. songs that you must dance to.

i'm truly feeling lost. i don't know who i am. i don't know what i want. i don't what is me or just my mental illnesses... i keep posting and delete things. this just sucks.

a girl and boy meet. over the years, their paths would cross on and off. until one day, their paths would align again. the girl and boy become lovers. she gives what's left of her to him. she devotes her entire purpose to him and their future. she slowly evolves into a person that is based around him (from life decisions down to tv shows they'd watch). she's giving her all. meanwhile, he is stuck emotionally. broken; a shell of what he once was. the girl keeps trying to keep him together. at what cost? in the end, the boy shuts down from the girl completely. the girl and boy become nothing to one another. and the girl is now stuck with even tinier pieces, trying to place them together. only now, nothing seems to fit right.