Layla

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

When you get exiled and everyone treats you like a monster. The only people who will catch you when you fall isn’t another trans woman.

It’s a trans woman who’s been through the same thing.

She understands it. She understands what it’s like to have everyone say you did something you know you didn’t do. To be exiled and harassed and paraded through the town square.

She would give you the shirt off your back if she could.

We discussed how it’s not just TME people who engage in this gestapo esque manifestation of “community” policing but trans women enablers make it possible for them to do so.

it's all your communities getting rid of you because you're too much trouble. because of accussations that literally are not true

because of people assuming "well if she's struggling is because she probably deserves it". or that you magically aren't struggling. or anything to not take into account their own contribution.

you may be the gentlest person around, but any moment of weakness, one where you may be silenced, will be taken and exploited against you. even if you're correct

misunderstanings and lies will be blown up and everyone will write you to be whatever they want. we live in a post-truth world and as much as they like to think it doesn't that very much includes ~Leftists~

the real damage is when people who promise you to have your back and ask you be vulnerable with them, pull the chair from under you, with 0 grace. suddenly all that matters is a reality and idealized morals so twisted and blatantly fake you cannot defend yourself

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

When you get exiled and everyone treats you like a monster. The only people who will catch you when you fall isn’t another trans woman.

It’s a trans woman who’s been through the same thing.

She understands it. She understands what it’s like to have everyone say you did something you know you didn’t do. To be exiled and harassed and paraded through the town square.

She would give you the shirt off your back if she could.

We discussed how it’s not just TME people who engage in this gestapo esque manifestation of “community” policing but trans women enablers make it possible for them to do so.

it's all your communities getting rid of you because you're too much trouble. because of accussations that literally are not true

because of people assuming "well if she's struggling is because she probably deserves it". or that you magically aren't struggling. or anything to not take into account their own contribution.

you may be the gentlest person around, but any moment of weakness, one where you may be silenced, will be taken and exploited against you. even if you're correct

misunderstanings and lies will be blown up and everyone will write you to be whatever they want. we live in a post-truth world and as much as they like to think it doesn't that very much includes ~Leftists~

the real damage is when people who promise you to have your back and ask you be vulnerable with them, pull the chair from under you, with 0 grace. suddenly all that matters is a reality and idealized morals so twisted and blatantly fake you cannot defend yourself

When you get exiled and everyone treats you like a monster. The only people who will catch you when you fall isn’t another trans woman.

It’s a trans woman who’s been through the same thing.

She understands it. She understands what it’s like to have everyone say you did something you know you didn’t do. To be exiled and harassed and paraded through the town square.

She would give you the shirt off your back if she could.

We discussed how it’s not just TME people who engage in this gestapo esque manifestation of “community” policing but trans women enablers make it possible for them to do so.

it's all your communities getting rid of you because you're too much trouble. because of accussations that literally are not true

because of people assuming "well if she's struggling is because she probably deserves it". or that you magically aren't struggling. or anything to not take into account their own contribution.

you may be the gentlest person around, but any moment of weakness, one where you may be silenced, will be taken and exploited against you. even if you're correct

misunderstanings and lies will be blown up and everyone will write you to be whatever they want. we live in a post-truth world and as much as they like to think it doesn't that very much includes ~Leftists~

the real damage is when people who promise you to have your back and ask you be vulnerable with them, pull the chair from under you, with 0 grace. suddenly all that matters is a reality and idealized morals so twisted and blatantly fake you cannot defend yourself

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

Server-first nuclear reactor on the modded Minecraft server we set up, which means an automated monitoring system. I coded this in about two hours, it's set up to ping my real-life smartphone if some error condition occurs.