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Something amazing will happen to you in May 2019.

game of thrones will end

MY BIRTHDAY

#this is like the hottest way anyone can profess their love to me #while i’m standing in a marshy field at the asscrack of dawn #a dude comes striding over in tight highwaisted pants and a waist coat #while an orchestra plays beautiful swelling music in the background #and then he nervously tells me he loves me with his puppy face and his floppy hair #this is my wish #it may seem like a lot to ask and plan #and it is #but it’s worth it

#chest hair, don’t forget chest hair

I’m so offended at my self for growing old like b i t c h stay in your early 20’s for god sake

Having sex with someone actually is a big deal and involves a ton of vulnerability and I think it’s extremely troubling and gross and unhealthy and actually exceptionally dangerous that we pretend otherwise and encourage people to “be mature” by compartmentalizing/completely eliminating their deeper human emotions from their sexuality and that any other view is dismissed as prudish and invalid and unenlightened and childish and restrictive. I can’t think about this too much because it makes me rage but I hate how much porn and capitalism have destroyed how we understand and experience sexuality and intimate connections with one another so much.

i always be so hard on myself for no reason like chill tf out bitch we on the same damn team

can we ever truly separate our feelings about our mothers’ sadness from our feelings about our own childhood sadness, watching her? our own sadness as women who watch our loved ones marry men like our fathers? our own sadness if we were stuck in our mothers’ lives?

in 2009 florence welch said “leave all your love and your longing behind, you can’t carry it with you if you want to survive” and in 2018 she said “the loneliness never left me, i always took it with me, but i can put it down in the pleasure of your company” and that is growth

me after a quiet day in: Time for a quiet night in