High School Advice

So I’m really bored today...and I have a whole 5 followers... so ask me questions- seriously I’ll answer just about anything!

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Ok so today was pretty ok in general but people tick me off

So it starts with my French teacher going “Im having a bad day so no sarcastic or attacking comments” *glares directly at me*

I had a quiz in Spanish that I wasn’t prepared for, and STILL I was having s pretty good day!

Then this guy that I’ve been talking to a lot wasn’t really as touchy as normal but I get it fam. You do you.

Some guy called me a “snow bunny”, told me I was “The kinda hot white girl all the black boys are looking for”, and then gave me hug and said I’d find a good guy soon...?

But I get into my last class! And this boi! THIS BOI! Makes a joke and says “I bet if I run into *my name* in 20 years she’ll be divorced” and I said “why?! Because I’m unloveable? Because I have a bad taste in guys? Cause I’ve got an odd personality? Why”

And suddenly he didn’t have an answer. That just hits too close to home cause honestly my track record as of now isn’t good so...? But that just made me sooo mad. And I really just want to text this cute guy but I’m afraid of being needy. Like god people are difficult. Hey, if you’ve got any advice or inspiring words please hit me up!

Also on a different note here

The guy I’ve been “talking” to was being very unresponsive one night with messages and I was already pretty mad about life so I said “goodnight.”

And he responded sooooo fast “goodnight love!! I’m sorry I wasn’t talkative”

Boi....?

Anywho! Anyone want to rant about their day too? I’m here to listen ma dudes!

50. What is the most unusual conversation you've ever had?

In person? Probably the first time I’d ever been hit on, on a plane because he was so cool and I was so out of my element

Over text? My friend and I often talk about relationships and dating, but I’ve had a low key crush on him and he started showing serious signs of feeling the same way

51. Are you a good liar?

Nope

52. How long could you go without talking?

Apparently 2 months- I lost my voice a while ago

53. What has been you worst haircut/style?

In the sixth grade I did a super ugly low bun

54. Have you ever baked your own cake?

I bake all the time and I love it

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

Midwestern- but I have a tinge of that naturally

English, german...because I speak it

56. What do you like on your toast?

Butter

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?

A trumpet

58. What would be you dream car?

Tesla model 3

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.

I sing and literally put on whole shows to whatever’s playing

60. Do you believe in aliens?

Yes

61. Do you often read your horoscope?

Sometimes but not often

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?

F because it’s the most beautiful in cursive

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

Dragons

64. What do you think about babies?

I think raising a child would be cool...but like no

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.

Cmon ask me something! I’m

Bored friends!

34. What was your last dream about?

An old teacher I had throwing my textbook out the window because o answered a question correctly

35. Are you a good....[insert anything you'd like here]?

Person? I’d like to think so

Friend? Yes

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

Twice- once when I was very little for an allergic reaction, and the other for a car accident

37. Have you ever built a snowman?

Every time it snows

38. What is the color of your socks?

I’m not wearing any

39. What type of music do you like?

Literally anything, I range from musicals to big band to Metallica to Selena.

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

Sunsets

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

Basic? Oreo

42. What football team do you support?

My schools lol

43. Do you have any scars?

A few, I have a huge scar down my calf from a gash I got I’m said car accident, one on my knee from falling in gravel, and another on my hand from falling off a fence just to name a few

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

I will be a computer engineer

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

I would say my physical appearance because it’s definitely been something I struggled with for a while but now I don’t care about it, probably my insecurities

46. Are you reliable?

Very!

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

When do I meet the person I fall in love with

48. Do you hold grudges?

Depends on the person, I don’t talk to a girl from the 8th grade because she and I used to be friends but she’s an awful person and I will not speak to her, but I cussed out a guy and he and I are cool

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?

Instagram

@bridget_is_a_lesbian

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So I know I’m supposed to be here to help you guys out, but lately I’ve needed some help.

There’s this guy that I honestly thought I liked but i just don’t get what’s up with him now...? If you think you’ve got any ideas send me a message! I’d really appreciate it!

Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?

-all the time, I constantly wonder how other people think or if they’re just there and move around me in perfect design.

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?

- a big ol 4

3. The person you would never want to meet?

- the man that decides when the dog dies in a movie

4. What is your favorite word?

-thot-pocket (something that my band director uses as an insult)

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

-weeping willow or a cherry blossom

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?

-“wow I can’t believe this is real”

7. What shirt are you wearing?

-a sweat shirt that says “an attitude of gratitude”

8. What do you label yourself as?

-like...sexually?...cis straight or like personality? Cause I’m a needy nerdy hot mess

9. Bright room or dark room?

-dark

10. What were you doing at midnight last night?

-texting a guy that I really like

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?

-probably 16

12. Who told you they loved you last?

-the person who said I love you to me last was my best friend

13. Your worst enemy?

-I have a certain teacher who is doing everything in her power to fail me even though I have a 4.0 and I’m in IB

14. What is your current desktop picture?

-a picture of me at stone henge

15. Do you like someone?

-yeah I think so actually

16. The last song you listened to?

-viva la vida

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?

-can it be me?

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?

-either the teacher that wants to ruin my gpa or my ex

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?

-this is a dark question... probably my bff and I want brownies cause she makes amazing brownies

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)

-I personally think I have nice legs but i get so many compliments on my eyes

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?

-id probably look like a prepubescent boy and I’d try to figure out what they’re thinking when they text

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

- I have a ridiculous vocal range but I claim my break is Bb so I can stay an alto

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?

-getting a cramp in my calf during a show

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.

-probably my regular sandwich at subway cause it’s only like 400 calories and if you’re on a 1200 calorie day you can just eat that for all three meals

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?

-either on a musical instrument something or other or make up

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

-either back to Germany because I miss it so much or to Easter island

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?

-ummm I don’t drink cause im underage but I have had Baileys boiled *so no alcohol* in my coffe and it’s amazing

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

-don’t be a dick, don’t argue for the sake of arguing, and don’t be stupid

29. What is your favorite expletive?

- sugar frosted mini f**k *another from my band director*

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?

-either my teddy bear that I’ve had since I was 2 or the necklace that my great grandfather got while serving in Vietnam

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

-I was in an awful car accident and it’s been the worst thing ever. But I’ve also been in part of a very toxic friend ship that has left me screwed up too

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!

-Germany- neinburg

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?

So it started off ok I guess, I was hanging around before the start f a class, and this guy who I’ve been flirting with for a while normally walks me to class. But today, he just walked infront me unaware I was behind him and I was a little upset by it. 30 minutes later i was having a full blown panic attack and I couldn’t do anything I just sat there trying not to cry for four hours! I forgot my note books for three classes. So I got into my free period which was literally empty and just cried for about an hour. I decided to go to the bathroom to make sure I didn’t look like hell. I was walking back up the side walk and some guy calls to me and runs to catch up with me and I don’t know him at all, and here’s how the following scene goes;

“Ay! Ay girl! Hey, you single?!”

“Uhhh...yeah”

“Cool...you talking to anybody?”

“I don’t really know”

“Can I get yo Snapchat”

“I don’t have one”

“Nah girl quit playing! Then can I get that number!?”

“Nah man”

“Cool...but damn you still fine”

So that was weird

So I sat alone until that other guy came in with some friends for lunch and some of my friends were trying to make me feel better and he goes “yeah you’re really cool”

And the gave me a much needed hug.

So after my last class I walked back up to him and I was going to say “hey can I get a hug cause I’ve had an awful day”

And all I got out was “hey can I have a hug cause...” and he threw his arms around me and goes “you don’t need a reason”

And honestly I’ve never had such a weird day before cause my heart is happy but like that panic attack lasted for about 7 hours. So yeah!

You know if you’ve got anything you want to talk about, any advice you need, I’m always here for you

So I haven't posted in a while! But how's life?! I really wanna hear! Umm...what else what else... oh my football team is 4-0 that could change but hopefully not!

My first competition is next Saturday! And I'm incredibly blessed to be doing it with such a great band!