darkness grows, yet we hold

last song: the comedian by lord huron

currently watching: you and i are polar opposites... such a fun and lighthearted romantic comedy... also waiting for witch hat season 2... i should also continue watching twin peaks lol i still haven't finished it

current obsession: well i've been thinking about liah and alek a lot again recently. and also liah and bastila. also liah in general i'm always obsessed with her. also itaf*shi i'm so itfspilled rn it's so embarrassing........

currently reading: i'm abt to start reading babel by r f kuang :) i should also read katabasis by the same author. i heard there's IBD rep in there

currently working on: nothing really lol my brain is still fried from the spring semester. but i would like to work on modding skyrim again i miss it sooooo much... also actually remember this post where i basically analyzed every song on muse's 2003 album absolution from a liah perspective. and later i said i'd redo the whole post once i've finished kotor so i could do a proper deep dive with the full context of the whole game. so i've been slowly working on that and i have like 3 pages of analysis atm. it is that serious to me

last search: i don't remeber... probably something ikea related bc i've been hanging out at ikea a lot lately scheming and planning some updates to my home decor

favorite flower: lily of the valley :) i just think it's neat