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Yeah I really used you

Told you I could never love you

Didn’t see the hurt coming

But now you wishing you woulda listened to me

Now you wishing you could just forget all about me

But now I’m stuck in your head , I’m burned into your memories

That’s what you get for trying to do me dirty.

We were both broken

Always against the odds

I did everything to over come it

You always played the victim

And I just couldn’t fuck with that

Nah I can’t fuck with that

We were both broken

Always against the odds

Every shitty moment in life

Got me thinking about things twice

Now I don’t believe in my own lies

Bringing all my demons to the front of the line

It’s time to make sure I’m really alright

Yeah gotta make sure I’m really alright

No more pain , no more hurt

Gotta let go of the things that have me face down in the dirt

I have to stop living this lie

That everything is alright , cause no I’m not okay , no I’m not fine

It’s been years that’s I can say I’m happy to be alive

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Years passing I’m growing older

Nothings really changing and I just become colder and colder

The demons are winning

But I keep on fighting but it just feels like they’re never leaving

Fucked up not once but twice

I’m so lucky to even still be alive

Shits got me fucked up mentally

It’s time to be strong and say fuck you to these demons right in front of me

No blackouts , no more crazy nights out

No more drink after drink after drink

Till I can’t even remember the night ending

It’s time I be freed, freed from the things taking control of me

No I am not okay

Doing everything I can just to keep from going insane

Meet you 4 nights in a week

But I ask myself , is this even good for me ?

Meet you 4 times a week

Just to numb the bad memories

Yeah that’s all you do , numb those bad memories

I wake up to not remembering anything

Why is it always a blur to me ?

You always cause it to be a blur to me

We can’t keep doing this

No we can’t keep going forward like this

Without you everything is just okay

But when I’m with you I am not okay

No I am not okay

But I can try to be okay

No I am not okay

But it’s completely fine not to be okay

You used to be such a relief to me

But now you’re nothing but a mess for me

You stay making a mess of me

And this is not okay

I need to stay away from you

And I need you to stay away from me

Have to get away before you take the best of me

Cause i Can’t let you run my life , making it the worst of times

When we meet you’re a trigger , Bringing the bad memories

But at first everything is just so happy

But in the end of it all you’re nothing but a bad feeling.

And today you’re no longer going to fuck with me

No you’re no longer going to make a mess of me