Ambition

I had a very complicated life for a few months. My boyfriends mom wouldn’t let him see me. Little did she know I was pregnant. I have the baby on November 1, 2017. So after I had my baby, I have no time to do anything anymore. But on the very bright side, I got my life back and more. I can call the people that rejected me my family again and see my boyfriend whenever I want without sneaking around. So I guess you can say I’m finally happy. Happier than I’d been in my whole life.

I only want to help you.

He tells me this every day

Me (5ft1in) trying to hold up a giant 6ft stuffed dog c:

I wouldn't wanna cause a storm with anyone else

I can't believe we're going through this.

I finally saw him today. I'd never been so happy and excited to hug and kiss somebody. I held back so many tears when we first connected. His lips felt like heaven and his arms felt like a warm blanket. So pardon my French when I say, damn, I'm gonna marry this man.

I get to see him tomorrow. School starts and I get to hold his hand once more and kiss his lips like none of this happened to us. I'm so excited I'm bouncing around the house. The teddy bear he gave me is constantly in my arms and I'll probably be packing it in my school bag too. I can't wait to see his handsome face again.

The first thing I wrote about you when I fell in love

He texted me today for longer than only 2 minutes. All my fears have been calmed. I’m cuddling the teddy bear he gave me once more and I’ve been crying different tears for once. 6 more days.

I heard from him today. He told me he had a plan but he didn’t have time to explain what it was.. He told me he loves me, and I asked if it was true. “My heart burns for you.” The text I read burned into my skull and I can hear it in his voice. “I’ll see you in school, meet me at our lockers.” My countdown begins today, 9 days... August 27, 2017

I told you I wouldn’t go back, and I’m sorry

Please don’t let this be the end...

–SM (A piece from my journal)

I’m about to turn into a wildfire

It’s too early for me to be thinking this much